Seems like the classic case of just… college and life. You gotta push through it, if you feel miserable then try to take a gap year (if you can) and use explore and see the country/your interests. The biggest way to overcome it is brute force or a break. Either way you’ll still feel it. reply
You can always make one and invite some people!!! Idk if they allow discord advertising here (I assume not) but you can chat with some people here, and if you like them enough you can send them an invite if they’re okay with it (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ good luck!!! reply
Try to get a job asap and get a therapist. Depending on the state you live in (if you’re in the US) you can get therapy without your parents consent. It’ll be difficult but find some other friends, based off of how you described them they were a-holes anyways cause they “didn’t want to deal with you”, but like another person mentioned, do...... 1 reply
did stay up too late reading yaoi
did talk to yourself
