I think honestly you are in survival mode time. If you can leave and are an adult do. If you can't better start the x more years mantra. You can't fix racists or narcissistic abusers. There are so many idealistic things people will tell you to do but you have very little power right now. I know you feel like it's a fight for you boyfriend. It's a f...... reply
I think your stressed and can't make your regular progress. Everything is familiar and what you have always done will not garner the results,urges, or satisfaction as it has. This may mean in coming Depression or a stagnation of job or work. Basically don't pound your head against the wall if the latter and if Depression (less likely) and say u use...... 1 reply
did how keep yourself happy
