I’m so done with all this shit, it always ends the same!! Seme suddenly starts to blush all the time and act all nervous and shy, they even asks for permissions/consent or ask if it hurts while they’re doing it. And obviously the uke starts to be all surprised and all lovey dovey as if that bitch didn’t make them go back and forth through hell some chapters ago!! Sometimes it’s not even done accurately like a character development does happen through small steps every chapter somethings but not in yaoiland!! Something extreme should happen like rape/kidnapping and seme saves them and pooff our toxic top starts to be all soft!!!
For my 2024 resolutions I put overcoming my BL addiction and Fujoshi-phase on the list!
January 2024 I cleaned my “I want to read”, cut my “I’m reading” from more than 160 to 20 mangas and my “read” is on 544! I was planning on adding the remaining 20 mangas and move on from this life.
So if my list gets more than 564 then I’m irredeemable!
Update July 2024
I’m hopeless! I’m already at 560 without adding the 20 mangas of my read list! I’ve binge read like 20 manga’s and added 2 to my reading list.
Edit: Uhm actually I just realized that I already finished some old manhwas which means I didn’t add just 2 manhwas but more like 8/9 ??
Update September 2024
I surpassed my actual end goal and still have 20 manhwas to finish. I’m a joke!
14th October
I wrote my 100th comment
Update November
I’m back to reading and re-reading old ones like there’s no tomorrow! I’m thinking what passed in my head when I said “let’s overcome this 11 year addiction”
Does someone have any helpful tips? Is there someone trying to quit too?
2025 Happy new year everyone I should’ve been done by now with BL but through last year I discovered that I don’t have self restraint
December Uhm… so I hit 600
2026 Happy new year I decided to try again this year wish me luck
January:
I kinda exaggerated and added some other things to reading list
February:
What happened to this site?? All of my reading are goneeee Noooo
I’m so done with all this shit, it always ends the same!! Seme suddenly starts to blush all the time and act all nervous and shy, they even asks for permissions/consent or ask if it hurts while they’re doing it. And obviously the uke starts to be all surprised and all lovey dovey as if that bitch didn’t make them go back and forth through hell some chapters ago!! Sometimes it’s not even done accurately like a character development does happen through small steps every chapter somethings but not in yaoiland!! Something extreme should happen like rape/kidnapping and seme saves them and pooff our toxic top starts to be all soft!!!