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Addicted September 18, 2025 11:57 pm

So I haven't read this story yet, not even a single chapter. Does it have rape between the main characters? And if it does, is it alot? Is the story worth reading?

Mind you I hate rape victim turn lover stories like Passion, codename anesthesia and more so pls tell me. I dont wanna start sth that would leave a foul taste in my mouth.

    skibidi slayer September 19, 2025 1:06 am

    kidnapped, drugged, raped all combined. In my opinion, no. It's not worth it but it does have a story behind it which i dont care about and still hates the whole story

    Addicted September 19, 2025 1:34 am
    kidnapped, drugged, raped all combined. In my opinion, no. It's not worth it but it does have a story behind it which i dont care about and still hates the whole story skibidi slayer

    Oook kind person, thank you for telling me. Then I won't be wasting my time reading this.

    Yuri September 19, 2025 1:51 am

    Yeah... Don't bother.

    FATHERFCKER September 19, 2025 1:53 am

    If you read the summary, it already hints at rape scenes - it literally says obsession knowing no bounds and breaking the MC’s will. Since it’s still ongoing, nobody knows for sure if it’ll turn into a Stockholm syndrome type of relationship. But honestly, with my years of reading BL lol, I’d put money on it either going that way or ending with one (or both) of the mains dead.

    What keeps me hooked is that the ML’s black flag actions aren’t just random shock value or pure gooner material. There’s actually depth behind his behavior, and little by little the reasons are being revealed. He does some awful, awful stuff (not just sexual), and there were points where I straight-up hated him. But as the story unfolds, the narrative keeps peeling back layers of his character, and it leaves me with more complicated feelings than just pure hatred. That’s why I think the writing is so strong, as the author made him extremely disturbing, but still weirdly compelling.

    And just to be clear, liking the story doesn’t mean I’m excusing him. For me, it’s about how the author builds tension and layers his motives. The characters don’t exist in a bubble; their choices hit other people and have consequences. The dread even builds up in some of those scenes until I’m whispering under my breath, “no, please no…” Low-key still traumatised by one very specific incident.

    At the end of the day, it’s faaar from a comfortable read. Imo, the author does a pretty job of making you feel conflicted, unsettled, and curious about where and how it’ll all end. Side note, the ML’s behavior and backstory also feel inspired by the darker realities of imperial courts. A lot of toxic, black flag characters in Korean historical fiction take cues from figures like Prince Sado. If you’re into history, definitely look him up! His story is really interesting but also tragic.

    Morii September 19, 2025 2:54 am
    If you read the summary, it already hints at rape scenes - it literally says obsession knowing no bounds and breaking the MC’s will. Since it’s still ongoing, nobody knows for sure if it’ll turn into a St... FATHERFCKER

    Okay FatherFcker.

    Preach!

    Morii September 19, 2025 2:54 am
    If you read the summary, it already hints at rape scenes - it literally says obsession knowing no bounds and breaking the MC’s will. Since it’s still ongoing, nobody knows for sure if it’ll turn into a St... FATHERFCKER

    Forgot to say. Agreed with the whole thing, not surprised with how things are especially it makes a bit sense when in a historical period. There’s many men who take in male lovers, tragic or just unknown endings.

    FATHERFCKER September 19, 2025 3:20 am
    Forgot to say. Agreed with the whole thing, not surprised with how things are especially it makes a bit sense when in a historical period. There’s many men who take in male lovers, tragic or just unknown endi... Morii

    Thanks for chiming in, Morii! In the Joseon period, male lovers were not accepted because of strict Confucian values. Ironically, Confucianism itself came from China, but Joseon Korea enforced it far more rigidly. That’s why the MC describes it as filthy and even says such acts are what only beasts would do. That particular dialogue reflects how society saw it at the time, and why it carried even greater weight for the ML as emperor to engage in it.

    And you're right about tragic and unknown endings too. Unknown, because records were expensive and selective, as only certain lives were preserved, while others were lost or deliberately erased. And also tragic, because within the imperial court, even the smallest slip, suspicion, or falling out of favor, could end in one's (and often the entire bloodline's) exile or execution, as we've already seen a number of times in this story.

    By contrast, Chinese imperial courts were more open in some respects. A few emperors were openly recorded as having male favorites, such as Emperor Ai with Dong Xian (the “cut sleeve” story) or Emperor Wu of Han. If you’re into the history side of things, those are worth looking up!

    Addicted September 19, 2025 3:23 am
    If you read the summary, it already hints at rape scenes - it literally says obsession knowing no bounds and breaking the MC’s will. Since it’s still ongoing, nobody knows for sure if it’ll turn into a St... FATHERFCKER

    I love people like you. So nice and objective. People who don't get blinded by their likes or dislikes and still manage to convey their feelings adequately. I loved your explanation and can see that it's a more complex story than I initially thought.(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    Morii September 19, 2025 3:29 am
    Thanks for chiming in, Morii! In the Joseon period, male lovers were not accepted because of strict Confucian values. Ironically, Confucianism itself came from China, but Joseon Korea enforced it far more rigid... FATHERFCKER

    Oops, yes I was thinking of Chinese historical period.
    They were a bit more open as you stated, and I have read about the famous cut sleeve story.

    I really don’t like the tragic ones. I wish there were more endings without vagueness, no open ended ones please. I wish time traveling existed, it would be eye opening to see how lives were back then through experience and not just writings.

    But I guess that doesn’t exist for a reason. Too many people would mess with history. Some say history should be left untouched.

    Thank you for explaining history to me. It is a bit ironic and funny that, despite creator of Confucianism, China was more gay in historical times, still are more open today than S or N Korea.

    How come Korea followed Confucianism more thoroughly than its origin?

    FATHERFCKER September 19, 2025 4:21 am
    I love people like you. So nice and objective. People who don't get blinded by their likes or dislikes and still manage to convey their feelings adequately. I loved your explanation and can see that it's a more... Addicted

    Thanks, that means a lot! I try not to get too caught up in personal likes/dislikes and just share what I notice. Once I start typing though, the words just keep pouring out

    FATHERFCKER September 19, 2025 4:27 am
    Oops, yes I was thinking of Chinese historical period.They were a bit more open as you stated, and I have read about the famous cut sleeve story. I really don’t like the tragic ones. I wish there were more en... Morii

    Morii, you’ve raised some really interesting points and a great question. I’m trying very hard not to write an essay here haha.

    Firstly, on the records of history, I also wish time travel was possible. Though if it were, I’d want it in a way where we could only observe and not actively interfere (imagine accidentally messing up the entire future or present of humanity lol). Over time, I’ve come to realise that no historical record is ever 100% accurate. Have you heard the phrase, “History is written by the victors”? I think that holds true, because the victors reshape the narrative, altering or erasing the parts that cast them in a bad light. A good example is Wu Zetian, the only female emperor of China. Most surviving records describe her as extremely cruel and power-hungry, but misogyny played a huge role in that portrayal. Yet archaeological evidence and policy records show she was also an effective and progressive ruler, especially toward women and non-aristocratic classes.

    As for Korea, it’s interesting how they enforced Confucianism even more strictly than China. When the Joseon dynasty took power, replacing Goryeo (which lasted about five centuries and had heavy Buddhist influence), the new rulers adopted Neo-Confucianism as their state ideology, partly to distance themselves from Buddhism. In China, Confucianism coexisted with Buddhism and Daoism, so it was applied more flexibly. But in Joseon, it became the foundation of political legitimacy, social order, and cultural identity. Over time, Korean scholars even saw themselves as “true guardians” of Confucian orthodoxy, especially when they viewed China as having strayed. This stricter enforcement shaped everything from court life to gender roles, and explains why things considered taboo in Korea (like male lovers at court) were sometimes openly acknowledged in China.

    Apologies for rambling on, but I am a huge history nerd if you couldn't already decipher lol. That’s why I love when authors sprinkle real history into fiction, it adds so many layers to the story!

    Tidbiggies September 19, 2025 5:19 am

    This entire comment section is such a cool history lesson. Loving it!! Thanks @Fatherfcker (love the name) for sharing these infos. I find these interesting and will look more into it<3

    Rie September 19, 2025 11:46 am
    Morii, you’ve raised some really interesting points and a great question. I’m trying very hard not to write an essay here haha.Firstly, on the records of history, I also wish time travel was possible. Thoug... FATHERFCKER

    Prince Sado's story is really tragic. I feel bad for him.

Addicted June 18, 2021 7:36 am

Um it was written that the release date is April 15, does that mean it is already released cus if that's the case then please update it here as well ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

    Clear June 18, 2021 7:40 am

    YES PLEASE OR AT LEAST DROP THE RAW LINK ╥﹏╥

Addicted June 10, 2021 7:28 pm

When did the alpha treat the MC poorly? cus I have only read the beginning and at that time he wasn't like how he recalled himself to be like.
Pls give me a summary

    Mellow June 10, 2021 7:52 pm

    Only in the beginning

    Omegaflower June 10, 2021 8:45 pm
    Only in the beginning Mellow

    From what I remember they weren't even dating at that time and their relationship was purely sexual

    marzzz June 10, 2021 8:56 pm

    like only after woo young started heavily stalking him hahaha but i would be hesitant if i suddenly got a stalker too

    Omegaflower June 10, 2021 10:48 pm
    like only after woo young started heavily stalking him hahaha but i would be hesitant if i suddenly got a stalker too marzzz

    Exactly! Whenever there's a bing strong Alpha man around everyone just seems to brush the Omegas creepy behaviour under the carpet.

Addicted April 12, 2021 10:32 am

What was Jiwook (uke) 's grade? That page didn't load for me... So was it good or bad

    Iselar0955 April 12, 2021 2:08 pm

    It didn’t show the grade sadly

    Sarafu April 12, 2021 5:15 pm

    SPOILER FOR CHAPTER 25 (if I read correctly he is 12 - i didn't understand everything from the chapter but I think we will be upset about what's coming lol)

Addicted December 4, 2020 3:33 pm

Does it have a novel?

Addicted November 2, 2020 9:27 pm

I think the author's mother has given up on him

Addicted October 27, 2020 9:54 pm

How many chapters are there in the raws?

    kiwikwini October 28, 2020 3:52 pm

    I think about 245

    Addicted October 28, 2020 4:06 pm

    Woah, and only so less translated!!

    kiwikwini October 29, 2020 10:33 am
    Woah, and only so less translated!! Addicted

    There's actually 244 and 8 more extra chapters

    Addicted October 29, 2020 2:07 pm
    There's actually 244 and 8 more extra chapters kiwikwini

    No way!!!!!

    Lihua October 30, 2020 12:38 am
    There's actually 244 and 8 more extra chapters kiwikwini

    I think by that u meant novel raws? And not the manhua

    kiwikwini October 30, 2020 2:07 am
    I think by that u meant novel raws? And not the manhua Lihua

    uh yes :)

    Addicted October 30, 2020 1:12 pm
    uh yes :) kiwikwini

    ( ̄へ ̄)i meant to ask abt the manhua tho, u made me go ᕕ(՞ᗜ՞)ᕗ for no reason #-.-)

    kiwikwini October 30, 2020 1:39 pm
    ( ̄へ ̄)i meant to ask abt the manhua tho, u made me go ᕕ(՞ᗜ՞)ᕗ for no reason #-.-) Addicted

    Oh I am very sorry! (^~^;)ゞ

    kiwikwini October 30, 2020 1:40 pm
    ( ̄へ ̄)i meant to ask abt the manhua tho, u made me go ᕕ(՞ᗜ՞)ᕗ for no reason #-.-) Addicted

    Actually, the raw manhua and the raw novel are in the same timeline! So whether it be Chapter 41 in the manhua, it's still the same in the novel. Particularly speaking, it's still the same hehe ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    Addicted October 30, 2020 5:44 pm
    Actually, the raw manhua and the raw novel are in the same timeline! So whether it be Chapter 41 in the manhua, it's still the same in the novel. Particularly speaking, it's still the same hehe ٩(๑❛ᴗ�... kiwikwini

    Damn for real!!!!! Then there are gonna be 200+ chapters but there are still only 41(╯°Д °)╯╧╧

    Joowonlove October 31, 2020 1:36 am
    Actually, the raw manhua and the raw novel are in the same timeline! So whether it be Chapter 41 in the manhua, it's still the same in the novel. Particularly speaking, it's still the same hehe ٩(๑❛ᴗ�... kiwikwini

    I don't understand what you mean? This part still at chapter 23 in the novel

    kiwikwini October 31, 2020 10:58 am
    I don't understand what you mean? This part still at chapter 23 in the novel Joowonlove

    oh... The novel link that I read had the same timeline... so idk anymore

    kiwikwini October 31, 2020 11:01 am

    Wait nvm ㅠㅠ I'm sorry again! Yes the manhua and novel has different timelines! In sorry! It had been a while since I finished reading the novel so I forgot (˘・_・˘)

Addicted September 26, 2020 6:13 pm

Are there no djs for this manga?

    chuuya November 2, 2020 2:44 pm

    ikr lmao. after watching the anime i rushed here looking for djs

Addicted September 19, 2020 10:12 am

I swear no story can ever defeat this story in both character development and couple development(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Addicted September 15, 2020 12:50 pm

Is it dropped??

    Filoo September 17, 2020 3:04 am

    Come check, it updated!

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