And since i am not fluently in japanese, maybe i could be wrong in interpreting it.. but if you want to find the drama i guess you can try to read this..(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
As the slow pace of the story, which I am so gratful for. I find this also suffocating. I mean how confuswd Sejin with everything and Ido behavior. ( ̄へ ̄)
I think the author is really trying to put some kind of dark mood to the plot... since we all know non con is really everywhere in BL manhwa