man... and there they go again an author fucking up an otherwise delicious story by having a fucking stupid first penetration scene. FUCK. UGH. I can't STAND being "bossy bottom" or "sub top" baited. this is just your standard basic toxic top with a tiny twist cus he's a masochist.
if you accepted him as your master, the LEAST you could fucking do is LOOSEN HIM UP AND MAKE SURE IT'S PLEASURABLE FOR HIM. I'm surprised he didn't tear and bleed all over the place. irl he would have.
I'll forgive the author if they switch at least a couple times but I'd bet money it's not gonna happen... fml.
LMAOAOSOFJGJTHHE omg this went so much better than I could have hoped how fuckin CUUUUUUTE!!! AGGGHHHHHHH making me giggle irl and hide under the covers kicking my feet