I want more chapters soon. It can't be helped. I guess I'll re-read to hold myself together until a new update(๑•ㅂ•)و✧ I'll try to read slower and maybe it will be okay. Why must my passion for Passion be so strong? (づ￣ ³￣)づ but...i don't hate it that way...cries in infinity petals.ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~ ╥﹏╥ ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
S1 ended so sweetly. I really loved their outsagram posts<33 my goodness, I got such gentle feels, somehow a nostalgic bliss. Ah, wonjae-ya , youngmin-ah, you gave me a love I could only dream of, ne, a love only you two could bring. Love love love ya's! Wo ai ni! Saranghaeyo!
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My tummy hurt feeling so bad for MC but I didn't like the pain so I had to adjust myself for the sake of the story. So, I guess he didn't stop caring about him afterall. I wasnt sure if he was being serious but seeing him run to Yule after that whole intense showdown, I don't think he was lieing. And seeing the full story, MC never broke up with Yule, Yule broke up with MC. How interesting. Made me wonder why my stomach suffered when MC just wanted Yule but felt he shouldn't be with him cause Yule said so. Story was intense . I don't know why the other guy couldn't leave MC alone. I know MC broke his heart and all, but shouldn't one move on then? Though, maybe he had been deluded since MC came back crying..,MC seems wishywashy to me. He likes Yule most but can't commit to him because of the event that happened between them. But thinking again, he may only be insecure of staying with Yule since Yule broke it off right after making MC go through all that. When MC kept asking why Yule did that, I realize now he meant why Yule left him if he said he loved him. Not just about the event in question. (Maybe MC thought he did all that because he loved him so wanted to be with him but then Yule was like, we shouldn't be together and made MC question everything and decided to disappear just to make Yule happy?) The story had so many layers. I couldn't bring myself to sleep until the alternate endings came through. I can't say how I feel exactly, as psychological reads go, this was a bit harder than most. Maybe it's my state of mind? I remember enjoying KS from all the craziness mingled into it. Did I enjoy this? Well, I think I would have more if MC was more into it. Like, usually uke enjoy spanks but bro seemed in genuine pain... I don't know. So many scenes were maybe not my taste. Structure and art wise, I liked it a lot. And if you get to the point where you find out MC actually does want Yule it gets easier to read. The beggining gave the feel of torture chamber, then it was like the feeling of its a kink thing, and we don't kink shame here so, I got used to it? Goodness...anyway, regardless of a lot of things I was hooked til the end so props to the author cause they really nailed it. Thank you for the read. It was mega intense. Had me all kinds of ways haha. (●'◡'●)ﾉ
Neither are fair to subin. But at least many things are getting resolved.
The art feels simple and makes me feel good. I feel refreshed like experiencing a cool rainy day, going inside with the soft breeze of a gentle fan around me in the summer times eve. Reminds me of home, a room I knew so well before.(▰˘◡˘▰)ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
Ok real talk...why?
Like really. Why....mujin was chill. 3 boys were happy. MC flourishing in all aspects. Then other world guy comes and suddenly MC is trying to act tough, for what? I know hyeonjin wouldn't have liked knowing his crush is working for mujin but if MC took a second to tell him he's basically mujins personal chef and is being treated ok considering the situation, would homie really flip and decide all of a sudden to become a gangster that he literally didn't like? So, here's what I'm seeing: MC wanted the story to play out so he can leave. Ends up changing the story and is confused why mujin and jin aren't dokidoki for each other. Yet does everything in his power not to let him near mujin or know of their connection. Pause. Then we have the new friend who is flirty, he likes MC, wants to be with him, instead of getting him to like him he does what? The only thing he knows will upset the MC and most likely ruin any sliver of a chance he'd choose him. Pause. Then we have Hjin, he was sad he had to work and felt he couldn't amount to anything. He gets a chance to be happy. Instead of talking it out and figuring out a plan with MC he gets mad. Forces MC to quit. Leaves his siblings. Becomes a gangster. Is starving. And now probably doesn't feel like he can ever return to MC. Pause. Basically all im seeing is Hjin self sabotaging. MC changing his whole character from funny and charming to begging and acting like Mujin wasn't already warming up to MC. Why'd he suddenly default to a whole different character? even though it all could have been taken care of with a bit of heart to heart honesty. Had hjin known MC liked him too, I'm pretty sure after explaining MCs roll, at most he'd still ask MC to quit but at least wouldn't go to extremes by giving himself to that life. Then again maybe all this confusion is for a more mysterious plot. Sigh, I guess it was pretty surprising to see everything fall apart so suddenly. Still, seemed too sudden but I get it. Plots gotta plot. We'll just have to wait and see. But in all honesty, I was rooting for MC and mujin to become besties, and maybe MC and hjin to enjoy life together with potentially seeing other worlder soften like mujin did oup these were my fantasies I guess I was crushed by reality this time aigooo ...
Maybe A's main attraction to our boi was his long hair? Ever since it's been so short he's slowly loosing interest? I mean, why else is he dipping all hours of the day to hangout somewhere that he doesn't even like? His excuse that it's for his lover doesn't add up. I mean, if he really wanted to protect K from himself then he wouldn't change himself all of a sudden. Homie was eating, and flourishing then all this happens? Why? Cause K's hair is short. It's gotta be it ╮(￣▽￣)╭ plus A's hair gets longer instead. He's definitely missing his lovers long locks. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
I'm giddy that comments are open(๑•ㅂ•)و✧ now I can sing my praises of such high quality plotlines!!! Muhahahლ(´ڡ`ლ)