Nathan still loves Alex but is mean to him (using betrayal as a justification) to push Alex away out of his sight so that he won’t have to see Alex being with an omega or hear about his life with omegas for 9 years without him.
This is because he internalised what Alex said“It’s not possible if its not an omega.”
So when he heard that Alex hasn’t been with any, apart from confusion, he probably felt relieved (maybe even hopeful to desire him again). Ofc he still has to get over the feeling of betrayal and that takes time. I believe that Natha offered to help Alex at the hotel because he no longer have to face the painful thought of Alex being with omegas or him preferring omegas over Nathan. No one who truly hates someone will jump at the first chance to use their body as therapy.
And lastly this is also why I think Nathan chose to top. Because he doesn’t want Alex to compare being with him to being with an omega who bottoms.
I’m too old for this, but I’m too invested in the relationship and its heart-wrenching nuances.










I like how ppl hate it cos it’s not a revenge or a scheming story when literally it’s in the title that this story is all about kissing