beta
I don't really understand why some people don't like the uke. He's been through a lot of trauma and he believes that he will make miserable whoever he'll end up with, so he always leaves first. That's a typical behavior for a hurt, self-hating adult. And, of course, he feels lonely and meets with people and always leaves first and that's become a cycle. The kid is obviously the only stable person that doesn't want to let go, and giving him the name of his ex just shows how much he always loved him, never got over him and wants to feel like he's close to him again. He always tries to leave him because Kangtae is the one he loves the most and, eventually, the person that he doesn't want to destroy their life, like being gay (or bi) destroyed his. He's not either a coward or trash. He's just scared. His dad is the one who's a piece of shit.
I know I'm a pervert but I feel like my limits for physical appearance keep expanding. WHY THE HELL DO I LIKE HIM WITHOUT THE HELMET????
He's a dick though. I seriously don't like that.