You probably feel so shitty with yourself because of things you heard during your life, like how relatives asks if you have any crush in a boy, and you subconsciously internalize it as a rule "I HAVE to love man" or something like that. But that's definitely not the case, and its going to be a tough journey to sort all the things you internalize an...... 1 reply
did going to concerts
did loving kpop
