i’m ngl it was kinda embarrassing in some parts but i kept reading and whew. I NEED MORE CHAPTERS. ASAPPPPPP
it was so embarrassing but fuh i need more they both good lookin
omfg they’re all such good mls idk who to ship her with we haven’t even gotten introduced to the fourth one yet but i can’t believe 3 of them are gonna end up with broken hearts
omg this was SUCH a cute read! tbh i was not expecting mpreg when i started reading this but it was a pleasant surprise! i’m glad we got to see their baby and that they’re finally happy together :) also don’t listen to the people saying this is similar to potn. it’s COMPLETELY different both in plot and in character personalities! i absolutely recommend if ur looking for something angsty and cute
i let this marinate and finally came to finish it.. it was absolutely adorable. we don’t usually get the cute, yearnful ml when it comes to harems (ig love triangle cuz the brothers don’t rlly count), so i was rlly happy ilya was the ml!! i do wish we had 18+ side stories; i so badly wanted to see how ilya reacted to hairless jerry.. the time skips were pretty incohesive i’ll admit, but besides that i loved everything abt this! i was also lowkey scared something wld happen with the brothers but thankfully this story didn’t go that route it’s been a couple years since the last chapter came out, so i unfortunately don’t think we’re getting those side stories.. i’ll forever mourn the fact we didn’t get to see jerry and ilyas lives as a couple..
PLEASE DONT TELL ME CARL FUCKING WENT BACK OH MY GOD HE SHOULDVE JUST STAYED HIS ASS AT TBE GAME WHAT RHE DHCKFKJKKK
Simon added quietly in a monotone voice.
<To be precise, your friend was killed by you.>
<What… what did you say… just now…>
My body froze. Simon and I stared at each other without blinking. His black, impossibly black eyes were looking at my face—no, at something inside me, something I’d desperately hidden and ignored for five years, something deeply internal… Simon spoke, moving only his lips, his face as pale and ruthless as a possessed doll.
<I told Carl Purse. I said that during the break, I’d shove a horse’s cock up Raymond’s ass until it ruptured and killed him. I’d take pictures of the body and spread them like porn for perverts. Your friend chose to stay at the dorm.>
<No…>
......................
<He didn’t die easily.>
Simon said.
The flames that burned fiercely in the rain unfolded in my closed eyes. Carl is there. Carl is dying. In the inferno that consumes the storm, Carl dies alone. I collapse in front of the flames, screaming. Burn more, burn fiercer, more greedily. I yearn for it to cruelly devour every living thing.
<A pillar collapsed, crushing him. His lower body was completely mangled, but the fatal wound missed him.>
Simon said.
I pressed my fingers harder against my eyes. Remember. Please remember. Remember Carl’s face. What he looked like, how he smiled, the face he made when he cried to save me, how much he loved me, remember…
I can’t remember anything. All I can recall are the boys on the top floor.
<Crushed under a boulder, he watched the flames approach slowly, screaming in pain before burning alive.>
Simon said.
I'm sorry
omg. fucked up way to go
Yeah, the whole novel is fucked up
i genuinely hate this story we can’t have ONE good thing my heart was thumping the whole time from anger
After finishing the novel there are just few - when Ray was able to kill his abusers,
but it's just a tiny bit of satisfaction, because there are dozens of them still unidentified, and we and Ray will never have a chance to find out who they were for punishing them.
Just like the real world works, and that's real sad...
So you mean Raymond ended up with Simon or Jerome which one
With Jerome
ok I see
They both deserve each other I don’t know why I think Simon is perfect because I think he can control him but i thought Jerome died
Do you want a novel's spoiler why?
can somebody recommend something similar to this i love how the bottom just dgaf and still let someone else bang him im so tired of it being the tops going around doing that i’ve been ITCHING to find a story with a bottom like this
I meant to like
Same
i kinda forgot what happened when they were kids so can someone remind me how the situation between them caused chaejun’s insomnia?
Chaejun was traumatized from locked in a shed when he was very little like in the last chapter, and they didn't find him for almost a day, it's kinda unclear if the grey hair guy was in there or not, but chaejun had his scent in the shed from his taekwondo uniform
there still isnt a clear storyline of what happened between them back then just that they knew each other and hes somewhat involved in what happened to chaejun
based on these comments i should let this marinate a liiiiiiittle bit longer..
no cause same atp i have to read it again from the start once its finished
same here twin, i was bouta read it but the comments are signalling me not to ┗( T﹏T )┛
this bl will FOREVER hold a special place in my heart. i will always yearn for the days i eagerly waited for updates every week i hope cirrus and skylar live a happy life together forever !