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I don't know why I don't like the guy with the strings dating the redhead that is now assigned to protect the MC XD
Like, he did nothing wrong, he's a nice guy and he's genuinely good (assuming no plot twist will happen) but I just don't like him for some reasons and I don't know why I think it's funny how I dislike him for no reason.

That aside I'm loving the story already, I've only found two Webtoon about a similiar topic and clothes, I don't remember the name of the other but it had rape and incest and at one point I just went braindead reading it as I remember loosing interest and just reading fast and scrolling through the pages because I couldn't take it anymore but I also didn't want to leave it unfinished, however while the art and characters were great the story just made me braindead and uncomfortable, it was a boring reading.

This one is actually good and even funny to read plus lowkey angsty and it will probably get even more angsty and the story writing is good.

I won't say my theory about it because it is spoiler even if it's something you understand from the first chapters but either way the story seems to show that since the chapter 1 his time travel affected his present so I hope they will keep that plot line instead of forgetting it midway.

Edit: Now I like the guy who uses strings as weapons after seeing him swearing to protect MC and he's kinda adorable when he gets "scared" of MC and ran away soon after, it was a really fast development of my liking for him XD

I was reading it and the more I did the more it felt like BJ Alex with the Seme personality (but Alex is by default better, he might have his faults and he did hurt the Uke but while his reasons weren't justified they had more character development and the Uke kinda deluded himself into thinking him and Alex could be a couple when he made clear it was a FWB relationship, which is what kinda bother me of BJ Alex because he felt entitled to romance when he made it clear it was just a sex relationship) but either way going back to the main point, I had more reactions over the fact that in Chapter 24 at page 53 the coffee shop was actually the one of BJ Alex which explained why I thought it reminded me of BJ Alex but couldn't tell given how the artstyle changed XD

I wish there were more Yaoi with actual decent romantic development XD
This one is really good when it comes to that, it pulls my heartstrings with sadness because those two idiots just need to talk it out but both are scared, however it's also cute how you can see them changing.
Sure the lowkey rape scene is kinda eh but still you can't really expect to read Yaoi and not find one sadly.

Just have to say this because it's funny, I read this a while back but never finished it because I forgot to keep reading it and lost it, then today I decided to see how it would keep going and I literally wrote "yaoi where guy peeling onions" and found it, I can't stop laughing.

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I never read it completely because I always forgot about it and today decided to read it again but almost decided to drop it because with time I developed a feeling of extreme discomfort with one-sided feelings stories and giving the character a new love interest because yes, so I was really scared that Gyoon would end up with the blonde guy and that was enough to make me consider dropping it even of I loved the two protagonists story, but a one-sided love would have been enough for the reading to be ruined for me, but by looking up for spoilers apparently Gyoon is getting together with Jihye and it's more of a angst where he pretends they are just friend and think he's joking but he's aware of his feelings (so he's not that innocent and they match perfectly because one is sweet but secretly shady while the other is shady but secretly sweet) and I'm glad, the only "one sided" feelings that doesn't make me uncomfortable is this kind of one-sided where they either pretend they don't like each or are obvious and believe it's one sided XD

I remember when this first came out and gained popularity quickly and people kept hating on the blonde MC and honestly I still think they were incredibly dumb and disrespectful.
Yes, the MC did bad things but he's human, I would say that it's actually the most realistic Omegaverse I've ever read despite of course the unrealistic pregnancy of man which is justifiable given it's a Omegaverse.
Either way I didn't really like how they blamed the blonde MC to be a horrible person.
Yes, he did bad things and took advantage of him but he kept a baby he didn't want and even if he doesn't know it the other MC was literally planning to keep him there even before he got pregnant despite he wanted to leave multiple times mostly for personal gain or jealousy, which luckily saved him from possible scams like the first one.
So it's a middle ground because there was someone who had intention of using him but started to appreciate him and one who treasured him but was almost manipulated into not leaving because he couldn't accept the fact he didn't love him while he expected it to happen just because they had a baby together.
There's a lot more to say but this is more morally gray than black and white.
They both made mistakes and started to realize that they did bad things to each other and worked on it to get better and end up in a more healthy territory.
If this was real life they would have never shamed the woman for using the man to get what she wanted while being the one keeping the child she didn't want for nine months and would have got mad at the man for telling her to not abort because he wanted to keep the kid while she didn't so I don't understand why he was portrayed as the bad guy, if the gender was swapped they would have hated the black haired MC.
I'm glad that seems to be a forgotten topic though.

This is probably one of the best psychological I ever read where the romance is still healthy and unhealthy at the same time.
They don't hurt each other, they don't force the other to not have friends, they just want to be each other important person without stopping the other from having a somewhat normal life (this is what I'm assuming anyway since we don't see a lot their normal life outside their interaction but if this was a different psychological one of them would have prevented the other to go around alone and would always stick with him or force him to stay at home) so it's more of a Yandere x Yandere (but less murderous or possessive) where they don't keep them locked at home and still have a surprisingly healthy relationship that is genuinely healthy and not just messed up because there was love and friendship first and the obsession came later, but the love was genuine also the plot-twist of Sei being just as possessive was really cool and well done, it was something you really didn't see coming which is how Plot-twists should be.

Anyway I did some researchs and I don't know why Mangago doesn't show that in the main tags but this is actually confirmed as a Shounen-ai.

Honestly it bothers me how they didn't got more angry at the red haired sister.
While I can understand they don't really have it against the her (they were mad and scared but they were willing to listen and didn't get mad at her or yelled) she still did kinda deserve a slap.
She kidnapped a child and scared a lot of people, even if she didn't harm him and they were willing to talk it's kinda unrealistic how at least one of them didn't slap her in the face as emotional response.
My assumption is that probably that wasn't in the panel because a woman being hit by a man is "wrong" even if the woman is in the wrong according to media.
But in a realistic scenario it wouldn't matter if man or not and what her reason was to kidnap the child or if she was forgiven, she at least should have get slapped as emotional response because they were scared given they had more than valid reasons to be scared of her.
Their fear wasn't unfounded even if she didn't harm the child because there was no guarantee what a woman who lost a kid but didn't move on and hurt her husband would do.
The rest of the story is great, it just felt unrealistic that they didn't slap her.
I know, violence isn't the answer but there's no way a parent would be so calm after meeting the person that put their kid in a possible danger even if the "mom" didn't slap her they should have reacted differently at first, regardless of how she treated the child it was still kidnapping with a person who is genuinely mentally unstable, not just "I think you are crazy because yes".