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usually I love psychological shit but this one isn’t executed as well as I’d like? Instead of portraying mental illness it feels oddly fetishy?? Im not sure how else to put it.
Maybe this was to shed light on pedophiles or something but I just dont feel comfortable w seeing smut of children and adults lol. And the constant reminder that they don’t have their balls and yk they look more boyish and prolly sound young cuz they got castrated it’s just overall uncomfy lmao. It feels like some weird way to get eternal legal shotas or sumthin IDK I’m not a novel reader and i dropped this at 29ch so idk if it gets better
They were castrated in youth, but they're in their twenties now. It's supposed to feel like a fetish/addiction. That's kinda the point of the story. No one is right in their heads and they're all addicts of some sort
The reasonn behind them being castrated is to retain their voice since it's responsible for their pubescent.
You can google “Castrato”. A male singer who underwent castration before puberty to retain their HIGH voice. Popular in 18th century Italy.
wish there was more intense play but overall a solid read. i rly liked how the uke was actually into the play and the ml listened to his requests.
this was a really easy, lighthearted read. highly rec esp since it’s on the shorter side so it’s a quick read if ur bored … would pay to erase my memory to freely read again hehe