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imo, i think juhyeok turn to omega naturally, like he always gonna turn out to be omega anyway and not cuz Suha. in here he is just really dependent on suha cuz he been coating him with his pheromones since childhood so he's only familiar with suha alpha scent ig, i might be wrong tho

suha didnt turn juhyeok into an omega but he did coat him with his scent and make him unable to control his scent himself leading to him being unable to be apart from suha for long periods of time --> and in cases like him having to go to the training camp to pursue his dreams hes now no longer able to because of suha(?) also hes clearly told suha so many fucking times to not do that shit and told suha to stop following him... just because he liked suha as a kid doesnt mean suha is entitled to his love now.. suha (without juhyeok's consent) made him completely dependent on himself leading to juhyeok being unable to properly pursue his dreams without suha and having to cover himself in suhas cum just to focus properly. its not like juhyeok wants to be covered in suhas cum.. that shit is so fucking embarassing (also protect juhyeok?? when he sexually assaulted him is fucking crazy)

Juhyeok was def in the wrong for that but to me, it’s clear that he doesn’t exactly feel a deep grudge against him and is simply doing his best to survive. He’s still the strong brawny guy after all! ╮(￣▽￣)╭ I think it’s only natural for him to depend on Su Ah the way he does since they both were childhood friends. and used to be very close not only that but omegas here seem to depend a whole lot on their “alpha’s”. I just think it’s hella lame Su Ah decided to leave when this was the most important thing to Juhyeok after he purposefully made him depend on him by coating his scent all over the boy. But, understandably Su Ah’s feelings are valid but I feel a bit exaggerated and disappointing ┗( T﹏T )┛

dw, i saw on the author twitter they gonna fuch on chapter 17 so they'll make up ig ? ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

He started that when they both were kids he was just doing what he thought would help by the time he knew better it was too late to stop if Juhyeok would address his insecurity and stop projecting it wouldn't be a problem. He is emotional immature and refuses to grow cause he thinks being an omega makes him lesser

Ik the grudge isn't based in Suha at all it's based in his own insecurity and Suha is the only person who will let Juhyeok take it out on him. Suha didn't purposely make him dependent he started coating him when they were children cause it was all he knew he could do to protect him. It's shown that he tries to hide him presenting as an alpha to preserve their friendship. He never did anything out of ill will Juhyeok used Suha like a steroids essentially and Suha is a person with feelings he didn't abandon him he can't get it up cause he's heartbroken. Juhyeok spent the day courting him just to tell him it was a ploy to use him

No that's exactly what's happening but ppl acting like Suha is an evil devil cause they not comprhending the story in front of they face

Nowhere did I say Suha is entitled to anything he was doing his best to protect his friend regardless and if you truly believe Juhyeok doesn't love or care for Suha anymore you're not reading this with your eyes open. Juhyeok's insecurity and lack of emotional maturity is being projected onto Suha cause he has to confront his secondary gender if he is going to be happy and stop mistreating his seemingly only friend. Juhyeok is choosing Suha he can coat himself an any other alpha's cum or just reup his special suppressants but he likes the extra boost. Bffr Juhyeok has shown us that heat or not he isn't going to let ppl touch him that he doesn't want touching him. Or did you forget he took out 3 alphas while going into heat??? He's blaming Suha for his own problems. He doesn't have to love Suha anymore but he keeps calling out to him the whole cum thing was his idea!!

also i notice when they first found out Juhyeok was an omega, his mom immediately went into denial and I think that one of reasons why he even more insecure about it (even though she later accepts it and throws that whole celebration)...

it's the fact that once juhyeok found out suah was scenting him, he asked him to stop. what did suah do? he continued to do it anyway, despite being told directly to stop. even if in his mind he felt he was protecting someone he cared about, at the end of the day, he crossed an obvious boundary that juhyeok set. i'm pretty sure juhyeok, in his kind, needs suah's cum bc that's the scent that his body has been conditioned to accept (without his consent, mind you.) denying the fact that suah continuously crosses boundaries and jumps to conclusions on his own is insane lol. he agreed to this arrangement with juhyeok and just bc they hung out like old pals again, FOR ONE NIGHT, he had it made up in his mind that juhyeok reciprocated his feelings. he did that to himself with his own delusions.

not saying that juhyeok isn't also wrong. suah caused this whole situation in the first place and instead of protecting him like he thought he was doing, he directly put him in harms way. it doesn't matter if juhyeok can fight three alphas off during the beginnings of his heat or not, it still put him in danger. (emphasis on "beginnings of his heat" bc im sure he'd have gone weaker and needier the longer it affected him if he didn't get help.) "he's blaming suah for his own problems?" that makes no sense suah MADE his body this way. i think he was always going to be an omega, but suah made juhyeok dependent on his scent. juhyeok has the right to be upset and blame suah. i do agree that juhyeok's supposed "dislike" towards suah is less towards suah and more towards his insecurity with being an omega though.

suah just gives off a bit of a delusional vibe, especially with the last two chapters. again, he AGREED to the arrangement and got upset when the conclusion he jumped to, on his own, was wrong. as of rn, he knows that juhyeok doesn't reciprocate his feelings and yet after one night of "acting like friends again," he's like, "everything up till now means he's always loved me!" ...

OMGG!! You worded what I wanted to say perfectly! Su Ah didn’t mean to turn him into an omega but even after Jujyeok told him to stop, Su Ah just wouldn’t respect any of his boundaries and what not… Su Ah is very selfish to me ╥﹏╥

right?? i think that they're both kinda fucked up in their own ways, but we can't act like suah didn't cause this whole predicament in the first place ik he didn't have any ill intent and just wanted to protect juhyeok, but it just made their already rocky "friendship" (if you can even call it that anymore lol) more complicated

omfg y’all worded exactly what I was thinking so perfectly.. (｡ﾉω＼｡) it’s nice seeing people who actually get the point of the story

'he can coat himself an any other alpha's cum or just reup his special suppressants' no he fucking cant.... he got scented by suha which means he has to use suhas pheremones..... also 'Juhyeok has shown us that heat or not he isn't going to let ppl touch him that he doesn't want touching him' my fucking ass he beat up 3 alphas got weak because of the heat and almost got raped with the only reason he didnt get raped being the fact that another alpha went and helped him. 'whole cum thing was his idea' it was his idea because he didnt want to see suha anymore and had to use suha's cum in order to not go fucking insane from being unable to supress his pheromones (because of suha scenting him btw) also did you forget that suha came on his face without his consent earlier in the story.... 'He doesn't have to love Suha anymore' yes he doesn't!!!! he does not have to love suha anymore but because of suha's selfish actions he needs suha. honestly hes made it pretty fucking clear he doesnt want suha anywhere near him. dont come to the place where i do judo. dont follow me. dont come in. honestly juhyeok probably still cares for suha to some extent but to what extent of that care is because of suha's scenting and the fact that they are alpha and omega? caring for someone also doesnt mean that you just have to let it go when they sexually assault you + make you completely dependent on them after youve cearly rejected them. also 'doing his best to protect his friend' when juhyeok would have been able to control his pheremones if not for suha + juhyeok clearly fucking hating it when suha scents him. also 'Juhyeok's insecurity and lack of emotional maturity'???? this is genuinely so absurd. of course he fucking hates it when people keep mentioning hes an omega because omegas are discriminated against. imagine youre a female judo player and youve gone against the limits of your physique to beat male judo players and you want to be seen as more than just a 'woman' but your fuckass childhood friend keeps coming to your judo place, bringing attention to that once more, making people point it out and discriminate against you for it, in the case of that annoying fucking guy, even when youve told him not to multiple multiple times extremely clearly. also of course hes confronted it, hes acting like this because hes confronted it. of course he hates it because its stopping him from achieving his dream + giving him a huge disadvantage against all the other alphas. this is so absurd. also, 'seemingly only friend' is crazy youre talking about me not having reading comprehension but you cant see that he pretty clearly has another friend at his judo place.

'too late to stop' where did that even come from... juhyeok realised so early and also beat suha up for it so early + told him so many times so clearly to stop doing it (which he hasnt done). also calling juhyeok 'emotionally immature' when suha first uses his pheremones to muddle juhyeoks mind in order to get into his room and then pulls out his dick and cums on juhyeoks face is crazy (all while juhyeok is telling him to not do that) + suha constantly ignoring juhyeoks wants just because he 'loves' juhyeok. him 'loving' juhyeok is not an excuse for him to do whatever the fuck he wants. juhyeok tells suha to stop scenting him (he doesnt stop). juhyeok tells suha to stop going to his judo place (he doesnt stop). this is absurd. he doesnt think being an omega makes him lesser as a person, but moreso hates it because it makes him a slave to his biology and gives him a huge disadvantage compared to everyone else playing judo. to get to the same level he has to put in 10x the effort and now because of being an omega he has to spread this guys cum all over him just to act nowmally how could he not possibly hate it? and i agree that the cum thing was juhyeoks idea but he decided on this cum thing because he didnt want to see suha but because of what suha did (that juhyeok told him not to do) he had to go for this option to minimise the time for which he sees suha and maximise the effect of him being able to act like a normal person. suha should grow the fuck up and see that he has to take responsibility for his own actions.

You are not reading this in the right order cause he never "beat up" suha until after they are in college and he finds out which by then is too late. You're completely missing the subtext of why Juhyeok is actually upset about anything and acting as he is