In Smyrna and Capri there two flowers one to usher birth the other death... shuraka when he dies sprouts flowers.... beloved he absorbs poison. Coincidence I think not which does not bode well.
You know there's no shame in feeling pressure or happiness from these stories, but also try to see the good ones for what they are drawn by an artist who worked tirelessly and an author with such wonderful imagination. Sure goon if you must but appreciate the beauty and respect the story.
I have read this too many times