This story is a must-read for any gay men like me who live in Asian or Latino countries. I can only give a message to all of you, the true God will not help or aid our suffering directly by prayers. Especially if you live in a place where the history of spirituality is severely lacking. In my experience only the spirits of ancestors who have become gods have the ability to help our suffering (even not that much), but we should not be desperate to wait for that to happen. Our happiness should not come from anyone else, use the experiences of others for us to choose a path that can make us grateful to have been born into this world.
No chapternya uploaded? Are the raws available already?