this is legit like a fucking soap opera. firstly, i feel bad for winter and kai, like yes i understand that she wasn’t their real mother and noah sure as hell made sure she wasn’t to be addressed as such either but….. the kids deserved better. that was the only mother they truly knew; it wasn’t like they had treated her terribly. secondly, i’m def team julian but the way that shit js went down????? felt kinda rushed ngl. like this girl, probably gonna end up changing her mind, xyz, leading my boy astray. i kinda feel bad for noah too but he deserved to suffer after everything he put her through. this is like, one of the first stories where idk how or what the author is gonna do or where they’re going to take the storyline. i’m tired of all the damn misunderstandings, this girl should’ve told noah from the get-go bout their son. i think he deserved to know at least so we would’ve gotten some sort of answer/closure. ALSO?? just calling julian her husband infront of noah js cause she didn’t want him knowing, really going the extra mile here. was deadass unnecessary.
y’all, ik we probably can’t trust him but he’s tricking my ass real good rn. i’m too mfing easy bcz they way he just covered his eyes like that? omg wet.
LOVED THIS. wish we had more time seeing Mr. Yun as a grandpa
don’t fuck this up for us girl, just let it happen
OKAY, hear me out. I think Czars name has to do with pianos favorite song, the one he played when they went shopping together at the mall. Ion know if yall caught that but, in ch. 57 there’s a quick little flashback to when czar first heard him play. Just a fun little theory. I tried scrolling to see if I could find the chapter cause he did say it, I just couldn’t remember what it was. I’m pretty sure it started with a C too.
i’ve been contemplating reading this for awhile but i couldn’t make it past ch. 1&2. is it worth reading?
literally had to pause bcz,,, WDYM AFTER MOURNING HIM FOR LIKEEE, 20/30 CHAPTERS, HES ACTUALLY ALIVE ???? LIVING SOMEWHERE FOR THE HELL OF IT? pissed me right tf off
my poor baby kailo, i’m interested to see how the author ends this and how she comes back into the world. Didn’t realize there was only 102 chapters, the recent one literally slapped me in the face once i realized i had caught up.
this was so good, i’m glad they had a happy ending. I was str8 up balling towards the end though, will def make you sad.
Im on chapter 20 and before I get deeper into the novel, i’d love to know who she ends up with. Can someone PLEASEE spoil it for me? The signs aren’t signing and it isn’t clear who we’re leaning towards. I read another comment abt how her being annoyed also makes them annoyed and I literally couldn’t agree more. The entire time I’ve been reading this with my eyebrows friggin furrowed, I’m literally annoyed for her. I had to take a break before I drove myself ABSOLUTELY mad. P.S. Love my boy nine and Ian needs to go to a far away land OFF my dmn screen.
Does anyone have any good recs that helped them get out of a reading slump? Can literally be about anything as long as it doesn’t have ape involved.
i have very complex feelings about this story, it was good but at times it was so tiring. Literally reading it reminded me of their love and relationship. I don’t know how I feel about their ending after everything they were both put through, but in a sense I guess i still enjoyed it. Towards the end it was like pulling literal teeth, i was waiting for it to finally be over so I feel like it was dragged out a bit.
If I had known the scans started messing up around chapters 55+, I wouldn’t have even begun to read this! It’s so saddening because I was really enjoying the story. I would attempt to if there wasn’t so many chapters, there’s so much info/storyline missing.
kinda sad we just left him passed out like that:( hopefully he’s able to escape


















