I have so many imaginary friends. I even made them brothers and sisters so they won't fight for the attention. I don't constantly talk to them but when you are alone with no one to talk to, it is a great coping mechanism. It makes you feel loved and it gives me strength. 2 reply
I fear the fear itself. And it is scary because you are irrationally being paranoid with nothing to fear yet you still feel the same butterflies even if nothing terrible is happening. 1 reply
At first, only one of my friend knows since I know she is understanding enough to not judge my preference. Then, I also told my other friends on the middle of high school. When I was in college, everyone who will be close enough to me would know I like it since I read them openly now. I was just afraid to be scold back then since I was still a mino...... reply
did stay up too late reading yaoi
