I know there is a lot of complaining about the plot
and then there are the ones who masturbate while reading this stuff
but i don't want to talk about the "story" or even the characters
cause everything I get are the emotions
the pain, that little hope you feel, before it's crushed under reality
devotion and passion, even if it's a little bit over the top, but isn't that what everyone wants? that one someone who will love you and desire you no matter what (senzakixtatsumi)
even boredom and those moments you think you have nothing to live for
i feel those emotions, I don't just read them
that's why I think the author did a good job with this manga, cause it delivers something
i don't know how to explain, but i under stand hideo-san
yeah sure tomohisa was hurt by the words hideo-san said
but i get the feeling that they would never have a full understanding of each other, if hideo-san hid his feelings
and i don't know if you can relate to something like this, if you never felt it
even if its just something only you see and only you think, it can hurt like hell ( ̄へ ̄)
yep i know what you mean. i know this friend, who've been going out with his bf 'out of pity' for 2 freakin years, because his bf is a really kind person and also the bf confessed to my friend 2 times even after getting rejected. So my friend said he finally fell for him too, only to realized that it was out of pity, 2 yrs later. So yeah i kinda understand, it doesn't always goes well (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
can i get somethinig off my chest? i'm sad that i can' explain enough to others how much manga means to me
people who never read any good manga (doesnt have to be yaoi or stuff) can't even understand the emotions i get through while reading
and adding to that, that one picture of the guy smiling at the end? the pain that this one picture represents, I understand so well and I could not put a feeling like that into words
its not just "it hurts" or "im happy"
and thats why manga means so much to me, its therapy and understanding without saying anything
thanks for reading guys ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
reading your comments at the end of each chapter makes me feel like there are other who know how it feels
ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
Exactly. I know a manga or manwha is good if my heart physically hurts when they are sad.