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loli June 1, 2015 5:29 pm

A few days ago I was reading some comments in Junjou Romantica's page here in mangago, I just read a very touching story yet sad relationship..it turns out that the one who posted that is my childhoodfriend (he told me his story about what happened between him and his boyfriend before so I know it's him). He posted this last May 24, here's the story: shin - "I absolutely love Junjou Romantica. Why? It's because I can relate to this manga. The relationship between usagi and misaki is just like the relationship between my boyfriend and I (yes, we're gay). My boyfriend is kinda like usagi kind, caring and somehow possessive. He also becomes jealous when other people likes me too especially to my friend whom I really admire because he's the one who wrote the books that I love to read, who also love me...more than a friend. And just like misaki, I told my boyfriend that he don't need to worry because my feelings towards my friend is different from him (of course I love my boyfriend). I can understand usagi and misaki's feelings because their situation right now also happened to me. We also faced challenges that may affect our relationship, especially that we're both men. I also have problems to deal with- my parents and my brother the same goes for my boyfriend. At first our parents and my brother didn't accept our relationship. We even broke-up once because of this. I was really hurt at that time, but I didn't give up as well as my boyfriend. And after some time because of hardwork and how we showed that we really do loved each other, they accepted our relationship. We we're really happy. That happiness didn't last long. My boyfriend died, protecting me. I was really shocked. I almost fell into darkness until I remembered his last words before he died: he said that I must keep on living and don't fall into darkness just because he died. He even said that I must keep on smiling, the smile that saved him from being alone and that made him happy. Also, he even said sorry to me when there are times that he hurt my feelings and he thanked me for loving him and told me that I must always remember that even when he's gone, I'll be always in his heart, that he'll always guide me. Before his final words he said to me that to say hi for his family and to say sorry to them. And before he died, he said to me the three words which is I love you. I cried a lot. I even said sorry to his family because I feel that I'm the one to blame that their son died. But they told me to not worry because it's not my fault. They even said that that there's always a time where people will die. Even though their son died, of course it's not easy to accept it first but somehow in their hearts they told me that they're also proud of their son because it shows that he really is devoted and loves me even if it costs his life. The pain and despair that I felt for almost a year (it's because i really loved him so much) starts to heal because of the help of my parents, friends and even the parents of my boyfriend. I think it's almost 19 years since that incident happened. I'm very old now. I didn't take a single step to start a new relationship because no matter what I do I really can't forget him. I really do love him even when he's gone. Even when I die he'll always be in my heart, nobody else. So after that incident I start to do something new- reading manga most likely BL. When I first read JR I fell in love with it. I really can relate to this because some incidents in this manga also happened to me and my bf. There are ups and downs but the main characters did their best to overcome these obstacles. I hope all the pairing here will have a happy ending. Thank you nakamura-sensei for sharing this wonderful manga to us. I really learned a lot. Sorry for my long story it's just that I miss him so much and today is the date when he died. I miss you so much. Don't worry i'm always going to smile and keep on living. :)" Even though he said that he's always going to smile, sometimes I see him like he's kinda down though he shows that he's smiling I know that deep down he's sad especially when there are times or incidents that reminds him of his past with his bf..I know that somewhere in his heart he still can't forget about what happened before, can anyone suggest me what should I do to cheer him up even just a little bit, I gave everything that I can but it's not enough..please help!! I really want to help my friend. :((

    littlemisslazzy June 1, 2015 6:43 pm

    you could have warned that this would break our hearts and make us cry

    ringo mae June 1, 2015 7:21 pm

    what, I'm not crying, someone just threw a book at my eye that's all.

    but seriously, that story is just... so touching.
    may I ask how did he die protecting his boyfriend?

    Anonymous June 1, 2015 7:44 pm

    i dont know hard to believe yr story girl maybe y just invented i dont know dying while protecting someone ?19 years and he doesnt even have one relationship?thats impossible who would do that

    mrl98 June 1, 2015 8:15 pm
    i dont know hard to believe yr story girl maybe y just invented i dont know dying while protecting someone ?19 years and he doesnt even have one relationship?thats impossible who would do that @Anonymous

    Well I know many people in my country over 45 and never been in love/married. Because of our religion teachings/traditions. We don't go out with anyone unless it's marriage so it's kinda hard. It's not impossible to live your life with no one. But I also highly doubt this story because of 19 yrs thingy as well a very old person wont write this lol.

    Japanlover June 1, 2015 9:41 pm

    I'm so sorry for your loss, your the one he loved forever and always even after death. Stay strong, be happy, and be health.
    (I couldn't stop crying after I read this it went to happy then sad quickly)
    Blessing for your boyfriend (hopefully that's the praying one)

    JR & SIH fanatic June 2, 2015 1:49 am

    I'm sorry for your loss..but can I ask you a question? Sorry if this will offend you but is this story true or are you just making this up?? Don't know I also doubt on some parts especially the 19 years thing..

    loli June 2, 2015 2:00 am
    what, I'm not crying, someone just threw a book at my eye that's all.but seriously, that story is just... so touching.may I ask how did he die protecting his boyfriend? ringo mae

    His boyfriend died due to car accident..it was suppposed to hit my friend but his bf pushed him away so that he'll be safe

    loli June 2, 2015 2:12 am
    what, I'm not crying, someone just threw a book at my eye that's all.but seriously, that story is just... so touching.may I ask how did he die protecting his boyfriend? ringo mae

    I understand what you said, I know that my friend's story is kinda unbelievable or impossible but he really does not have any relationship, after his bf died he decided not to enter any kind of relationship, I know it sounds impossible but that 19 years, in those years he devoted himself as an office worker so that he can support his parents and their financial needs.

    loli June 2, 2015 2:35 am
    Well I know many people in my country over 45 and never been in love/married. Because of our religion teachings/traditions. We don't go out with anyone unless it's marriage so it's kinda hard. It's not impossib... mrl98

    I understand. I know it's kinda odd or weird that my friend who's old now will write something like this, me too when I first read his comment I was like " what's my friend doing posting something like this, especially that his past was kinda impossible/unbelievable!!" I think he's really like that because he's like the type of person to say what's on his mind and sometimes he shares it. Also about the 19 years, he just decided not to enter any relationship though at first I said that if he was sure because for me somehow it's kinda hard when you have no one by your side- a lover. But he really don't want to have one, no matter what I do or what others say, it's no use. So we respect his decision. That's why in those 19 years he decided to devote himself as an office worker to support their financial needs. I know some of you may not believe this story. I understand especially the part about 19 years without a relationship I know that's really hard to believe..it's just that my friend loves too much and he's the type of person who sticks to one.

    loli June 2, 2015 3:01 am
    i dont know hard to believe yr story girl maybe y just invented i dont know dying while protecting someone ?19 years and he doesnt even have one relationship?thats impossible who would do that @Anonymous

    I know that my friend's story is hard to believe, especially the 19 years thing but no. I will never invent such a story just to make someone cry or to feel sympathy. I just post this because I want some advice/ suggestions to make my friend cheer up even just a little just like what I said above. It's because I'm really worried for him. About the death, his bf died due to car accident the car was supposed to hit my friend but his bf pushed him away so that he'll be safe after that they called an ambulance and was sent right away to the nearest hospital, his consciousness came back after an hour then when his life was going 50/50 he said all those last words and after that he died. About the 19 years without any relationship, in those years he devoted his self as an office worker it's just like a person who has a job but no love life. We respect his decision because no matter I do or what others say that if he was sure of not having any relationship especially that in my point of view it's kinda hard without having any even one relationship or a lover but it's no use. It is just my friend loves too much, and he's the type of " stick to one person" that's why he didn't enter any kind of relationship.

    loli June 2, 2015 3:05 am
    I'm sorry for your loss..but can I ask you a question? Sorry if this will offend you but is this story true or are you just making this up?? Don't know I also doubt on some parts especially the 19 years thing.... JR & SIH fanatic

    It's true. I will never invent or make up such a thing just to get the attention of people or to make them cry or feel sympathy. Also, I only post this because I want some advice or suggestions how to cheer up my friend even just a little bit just like I said before. That's all.

    loli June 2, 2015 5:46 am
    what, I'm not crying, someone just threw a book at my eye that's all.but seriously, that story is just... so touching.may I ask how did he die protecting his boyfriend? ringo mae

    Oh, I'm sorry. My second reply to you was not meant for you. That reply was for Anonymous. Sorry.

    ringo mae June 2, 2015 2:37 pm
    Oh, I'm sorry. My second reply to you was not meant for you. That reply was for Anonymous. Sorry. loli

    its okay :)
    have you been in contact with him recently?

    loli June 2, 2015 5:43 pm

    Yes. I actually went to their house yesterday to see how he's doing, and I even invite him to go to the park with me along with his other friends this weekend so that he can cheer up even just a little. Uhmm..if it's ok with you can you give me some advice or suggestion of what shall we do to cheer him up? Because no matter what we do it's no use and most of the time he's kinda down even though he shows outside that he's okay, but I know since he's my chilldhood friend that deep inside he feels lonely..I think it's something related to his past-the incident that happened between him and his bf. It's because one time he honestly said to me that even though it happened a long time ago, somewhere in his heart, he still can't forget his dear bf. Maybe you can think that my friend is kinda weird because even if he's old now he still can't forget his past and that he didn't enter any kind of relationship in almost 19 years, I will understand it's just my friend loves too much and I think that's the reason why he can't let go of his past, he really truly loved his bf and he's the type of person who only "sticks to one" that's why.

    loli June 2, 2015 5:44 pm
    its okay :)have you been in contact with him recently? ringo mae

    Yes. I actually went to their house yesterday to see how he's doing, and I even invite him to go to the park with me along with his other friends this weekend so that he can cheer up even just a little. Uhmm..if it's ok with you can you give me some advice or suggestion of what shall we do to cheer him up? Because no matter what we do it's no use and most of the time he's kinda down even though he shows outside that he's okay, but I know since he's my chilldhood friend that deep inside he feels lonely..I think it's something related to his past-the incident that happened between him and his bf. It's because one time he honestly said to me that even though it happened a long time ago, somewhere in his heart, he still can't forget his dear bf. Maybe you can think that my friend is kinda weird because even if he's old now he still can't forget his past and that he didn't enter any kind of relationship in almost 19 years, I will understand it's just my friend loves too much and I think that's the reason why he can't let go of his past, he really truly loved his bf and he's the type of person who only "sticks to one" that's why.

    ringo mae June 7, 2015 8:27 pm
    Yes. I actually went to their house yesterday to see how he's doing, and I even invite him to go to the park with me along with his other friends this weekend so that he can cheer up even just a little. Uhmm..i... loli

    I'm actually not good with these things but here goes aha
    I guess he's stuck in the past (I don't blame him, esp with something so big happening) hence why he's unable to enjoy the present. I suggest telling him to visit the places he used to go with his partner and see if you can go with him. Sure this may make him even more sentimental but if you're there maybe, just maybe he might open up to you.
    Tell him how his boyfriend would feel to see him like this and if your friend needs to cry/scream/shout then reassure him it's okay to do so.

loli May 30, 2015 9:59 am

Could someone please help me which manga should I read first. Here's my list: Kokoro (Kanda Neko), Honto Yajuu and Totally Captivated. I haven't read these manga yet and I want to read them all at the same time but that's impossible. So I need to choose which manga I shall read first. The problem is I don't know what what should I read first. Please help. Thanks.

    badmoonligh89 May 30, 2015 10:06 am

    Read Honto Yajuu first. It's really long but fluffy,

    Merry May 30, 2015 10:11 am

    Kokoro is very fluffy and cute, Honto Yajuu is also fluffy, but very funny with a relationship between a cop and a yakuza and Totally Captivated is more serious and dramatic, but also funny and with a relationship between a yakuza and a normal guy (who got forced to work for him), so I think you could start with Kokoro, then Honto Yajuu and after Totally Captivated.
    Anyway, all of them were good reads (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    KyoZaNa✿ May 30, 2015 10:24 am

    You're gonna read all anyway, right?
    In that case, which one is fine then. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
    How about reading first chapter of each to try...

    Uruta May 30, 2015 10:40 am

    I agree with kyozana, I usually do that too... read the first chapter then decide which one I should continue first (≧∀≦)

    KyoZaNa✿ May 30, 2015 10:55 am
    I agree with kyozana, I usually do that too... read the first chapter then decide which one I should continue first (≧∀≦) Uruta

    Yeah.. I also do too. HA+

    Anonymous May 30, 2015 12:18 pm

    Can anyone teach me to unread all of those yaoi so I could read them all again and not know a single clue what's gonna happen next? XD Wish we could do that. haha

    Merry May 30, 2015 12:42 pm
    Can anyone teach me to unread all of those yaoi so I could read them all again and not know a single clue what's gonna happen next? XD Wish we could do that. haha @Anonymous

    Waah!! I always think that after I finish a great manga or an awesome anime!! ヾ(☆▽☆) Sometimes, when I reread them, I even pretend I don't know what's gonna happen...So I'm not the only one~

    Anonymous May 30, 2015 1:34 pm
    Can anyone teach me to unread all of those yaoi so I could read them all again and not know a single clue what's gonna happen next? XD Wish we could do that. haha @Anonymous

    If only we could!!! huhuhu *sobs* I want to reread all of the great manga and rewatch all of the great animes and shows with the same anticipation and be surprised the same way like it's the first. *continues sobbing

    loli May 30, 2015 4:00 pm

    Thank you very much everyone! :)

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