My understanding is that Yuta was (and probably still is) in love with Seunghyun. He felt as if Seunghyun felt that same way until SH ‘abandoned’ him do the blonde boss. Thus, Yuta now thinks SH is a coward, and was just using him so he wants his revenge on him for how he made him feel.
According to chp 16, it looks like Yuta went through great lengths to try to find SH and that is probably how he managed to be in the area during the wedding. Because we as the reader don’t really have the full timeline of what happened, we are getting bits and pieces that serve as memories which is primarily noted by the darker background.
In the latest chapter it looks like SH answering the phone under a different name was one of the reasons Yuta felt as if SH left him behind and didn’t truly care for him. Just my thoughts, could be totally off.
So i’m trying to understand.. if your tape is stopped do you essentially become an NPC until it is restarted? It seems like you are atleast aware that your tape is stopped but you can’t really do anything? And i’m wondering why does bada not have a good memory? Are all of them actually characters but their tapes are scattered around? So many questions lol
Someone organize a wellness retreat for the bl authors. Give them a mental refresh, let them bounce some ideas off each other where a major plot line isn’t just rape.
Like believe it out not you can have a story (psychological or otherwise) where rape is not the basis. I can usually get over it because I recognize it’s just a story but damn it’s like everything just has the same plot anymore.









I understand Seo in is upset and ‘wants to make things right’ but to cut Yeongwoon out without any communication is so shitty. YW is the victim and he was so happy that the relationship was progressing that by doing this he’s just getting hurt again. So frustrating.