(It got too long and wanted to just ctrl.Z this but its a waste of 'effort' and tears so here yah go i guess)
I also struggle how to get my point across and their "i don't dont want to listen to anything you say but let me ask you-" and "No im right you have to do this" is really disheartening and tiring so I only speak or interact with them when...... reply
did repeat a song 5 times a day
did read bad yaoi or hentai manga
