anyways, grayson’s such a baby i may or may not fully understand his character yet, but i think i’m starting to understand why he acted the way he did, especially back when him and chase were still kids. not saying it was right, but i think i’m finally starting to understand where he was coming from.
i really sympathize with mok. i was once like this too (excluding the waiting outside his house part ). i was once obsessed too after a breakup. i only have myself to blame ngl, i really let myself hit rock bottom.
i’m good now though, been clear for a year now, thanks to my family and my best friend. i’m still lucky that i have people who treasure me and stayed by my side.
but with mokyeon… idk. that’s why i root for him so much. what he’s going through is actually possible in real life, and damn, this mokyeon phase is triggering some of my past trauma, but i can’t stop reading
i just want him to get better and be happy. please, let this man heal