I haven’t read it but there’s a scene where the uke come out of a cafe/work and the seme is waiting outside with a knife threatening to stab himself. But the uke tells him he doesn’t care whether he actually does it or not and walks away. Seme had long black hair and was crying in the scene
it doesn't match totally but is it this?
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_edge_of_ambiguity/
the scene ur referencing is somewhat similar to ch 69 of this series
Can I get recommendations, but like actually good ones. I don’t like the ones where they like draw them as 10 yo. Ones that have actual good character writing and plot.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tamen_di_gushi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/she_is_still_cute_today/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/lonely_wolf_lonely_sheep/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/gentle_flutters/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tsukuritai_onna_to_tabetai_onna/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_guy_she_was_interested_in_wasn_t_a_guy_at_all/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_love_amy/ (art style may take some getting used to, but the storyline is so worth it!)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/gunbured_x_sisters/ this one is also really good, not only is it hot but the storyline is super fun

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OMG I HAD NO IDEA thank you so much!!!