the amount of gay energy this has simply from taehoon existing is astronomical
tw; depression?
whenever i first read this, i was worried i was going to relapse (i have a history of s/lf h/rm and s//cidal tendencies) however, this was really comforting to me. i’m on at chapter 24, but i really relate to hooni and how his previous s//cide attempts failed because he couldn’t go through it all the way or because how painful it was.
it’s rlly comforting to see a character like him because a lot characters w/ depression are portrayed as “uwu i c/t myself” or “i’m so sad but cute <3” and it never really mentions the more “uncute” aspects (the depression pit/extremely dirty rooms, not being motivated to wash or take care of yourself properly, the s//cide attempts, etc...)
I can relate to these feelings! I'm curious to see what you think when you read further as a person that has also felt these things! Update when you read more?
i finished reading all the current chapters. i really like hooni and the part w/ the suicide book really hit hard considering i did something similar in the past. back when i was at my worst, i would push my close friends away even when they wanted to help. the day before i planned to die, someone i didn’t really talked to, thanked me and simply said “see you tomorrow.” it’s crazy how words that didn’t hold a lot of meaning made me feel wanted and that someone cared about me. it’s kinda similar to how in the earlier chapters, jaehoon said “see you tomorrow” to hooni and hooni got really excited because he believed he made a friend.
another chapter that hit home was the one where hooni tried to stop self harming. as a person who self harmed in the past, i felt like it was portrayed really accurately. i always bottled things up and the only way i knew how to relieve stress was via cutting, so i really related to him. it’s such an addiction too because sometimes i would do it even when i wasn’t even stressed out or anything. it’s strange how much my razor would comfort me honestly and when i lost it, i felt miserable without it. i heavily regret it though because my scars are a constant reminder of my depression and i can’t wear shorts above my knees. so i really wished i stopped sooner.
i’ll probably do a more in depth comment about this in the morning since it’s quite late.
is this manga still a shitfest? because i dropped it the second the same raped the uke.
Honestly..I dunno bruh..
not ya’ll victim blaming the uke
some of you guys never been in a situation where someone took advantage of you and it shows. most of the time, you’re really caught up in the moment and so you don’t notice potential red flags. and if you do, you probably trust the person enough, so you don’t think much about it.
the only reason why you guys are like “well he should’ve...” is because you already know what’s going to happen beforehand and the uke doesn’t.
your mentality is so toxic, especially to survivors of things like this and is part of the reason why they don’t come out about their trauma. ik this seems rlly small because it’s just fictional, however this IS a big issue and if you genuinely have a mindset like this, you’re problematic.
the fact that like 80% of people prefer a character who only been in 2 chapters so far more than the actual male lead says a lot
so i read like 50 chapters and nothing literally happens. like nothing major or interesting happens. plus i like fourteen, and guessing from the comments, he dies or something.
wtf so i gave this a chance despite the bunch of negative comments and god, the male lead is so unlikable for me and i only read like 4 chapters
Right? I cant bring myself to like the male lead either.
knowing that jooin and mr. yeehaw is probably end game almost makes me want to drop this. i’m only reading for cain at this point.
NOT MR. YEEHAW IM SCREAAAMINGGG you outta pocket for that one
honestly same