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So when I was younger I thought it was "dirty".
like if the actor at the manga or whatever had sex with someone who was not the MC I felt that he was dirty, like it was a betrayal even if they weren't a couple yet hahahahahhaa but as an adult I understand really. I feel that love Is not about being pure or not (yaoi often take this theme thought hahaha) Life it's a rollercoaster!! And the More you experience the more you learn in the end.
What I want to say Is that there's nothing wrong with sex and if they're actors I can understand it even better. Like the previous me had a misconception because of yaoi but now I get it (づ￣ ³￣)づ
And about porn, it's just a job like any job

I HAVE READ IT!!! THE RAW!!!! OH GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!! IF YOURE HAPPY RIGHT NOW ABOUT THIS COUPLE PLEASE STAY PURE AND DONT READ IT Z

For those who are confused, I read the raw of chapter 4, here's a summary (skipping over the parts of the scanlation that weren't confusing):

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/23_45_re/uu/23_45_re-chapter-4/6/
Mimori was complaining about the climb, so Iku called him a city boy and asked "come to think of it, where are you from?" Mimori asked if this was an Omiai (marriage interview, because Iku was asking personal questions), and Iku got angry and said he didn't mean it like that, he already stopped liking Mimori.

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/23_45_re/uu/23_45_re-chapter-4/8/
Here when Mimori asked "even though you stopped liking me?" Iku reiterated, "wanting someone to live doesn't mean you like them in that way."

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/23_45_re/uu/23_45_re-chapter-4/9/
Mimori asked "is it okay to wish for anything with after giving just 100 yen?"
Iku said he wished for Mimori to not fall anymore, and after Mimori said that if you tell someone your wish it won't come true, Iku went back to do it over and told Mimori not to ask him again.

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/23_45_re/uu/23_45_re-chapter-4/10/
Mimori wondered if it was okay to keep this kind of distance even though there are still so many things he didn't know about Iku.

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/23_45_re/uu/23_45_re-chapter-4/12/
Iku wondering what would have happened if they met more normally, but then said he couldn't help but reminisce about the past that they couldn't return to.

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/23_45_re/uu/23_45_re-chapter-4/15/
Mimori stopped Iku from buying tickets, and then said that he didn't want to talk about the past, but the future.
Iku questioned why even though Iku had decided to end it, Mimori was digging up things up again. He said that even though things were going his way, he was tired of saying things that won't come true.
Mimori asked "that's why you're stopping?"
Then Mimori said he thought Iku was rude because he was looking at the ghost and not him, even though he was the one standing right in front of Iku, and before he knew it he had been constantly thinking of Iku.

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/23_45_re/uu/23_45_re-chapter-4/24/
Mimori: Also, I hated it when you said you would stop liking me, so I'd be happy if you stopped stopping [liking me]
Iku: Even though you said you didn't understand what I told you? [the stories about the ghost] Even though you said that you can't give me anything?

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/23_45_re/uu/23_45_re-chapter-4/27/
"A living Mimori-san" "Right now, I will love the you who is living"


Sorry, somehow in the middle it turned to straight dialogue translation.

Yo! Are you feeling down? Then please allow me to try to make you feel better!
I don't know you, you don't know me so this is gonna be a bit awkward but please let me try!

First off, man, woman, or whatever you identify yourself as, I love you! I love you lots and lots!
Now you're probably asking yourself... 'She doesn't even know me, how can she love me?'
Well, whoever you are, and whatever bad things you may have done, you deserve to be loved! Lots of love and warm cuddly hugs! And whoever thinks you don't deserve it... Screw them! Because you are beautiful and undestroyable! You're amazing and you deserve to be appreciated!

Sorry if this was long but I just want to confess my love to you. You, who is powerful, unbreakable and beautiful!

Have a wonderful day!✿