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get ready chapter 31 and 32 because you gonna throw your phone out of window. karino is a trash. he fucked eno and punched azusa when azusa trying to picking fight with eno. someone said that karino did because wanting to protect azusa from eno. pfftt.. fuck off! do you think karino is that despicable to have sex with eno just because he want to protect azusa? i'm gonna call 911. they should end up in jail. leave my baby azusa alone.

I’m lost....

Kang Moo is a psychopath, that's true. He doesn't have emotions and empathy. But he have a moral compass. If he doesn't care about morals he can just pick someone from the streets, plan for a few months and murder them. And he can do it again and again with the intellect he have.
The reason why Kang Moo will always choose Kirin is because Kirin restrains him. He would not want the profiler because the profiler encourages him to commit crime. Example, its like a person who is born to like to smoking. He knows he shouldn't smoke because it harms his health but he can't help smoking. So kirin is like his fake nicotine candy. It is not as nice as smoking, but it works well enough. He might not love the candy, but it is very important to his survival. And he needs to keep that candy happy and alive by his side. It is obsessive, possessive and over protectiveness. But everyone cherish their partners differently, so it might be the closest kind of "love" kang moo can ever experience in his life. It is like a feeling you towards a one of a kind ventilator in this world to keep you alive. You wouldn't want to lose that.
On kirin's side. I don't know if its true but from my observations he have signs of depression from the beginning of the story. He feels powerless towards the injustice of the society. And he is probably suicidal, as he is kind of willing to die and also be humiliated to seek justice for his sister. His relationship with his parents are not close as well, as implied in his earlier chapters. He probably crave a kind of relationship where he is viewed as essential for survival since he doesn't have much close relationships and his only dependent, his sister, died. I think this craving for attention, plus his gratitude and admiration, for Kang Woo doing all these for him turns slowly into love. It is also implied he is very fascinated with how Kang Moo's brain function, so that curiosity adds to that. That's why he is not afraid of death by Kang Moo's hands. That's why I think, although twisted both of them are destined together.

Doumeki is just as broken as Yashiro, he’s haunted by his past just like Yashiro.
Sex is something that cursed not only Yashiro’s life but Doumeki’s too.

For the first time since forever he’s having sex and just because he’s feeling a sexual urge he thinks he’s just like his father, a rapist.
The person who you think is being raped then tells him that is not the case, that is not true. “You are wrong. You were impotent because you’re so pure.”

Is Doumeki’s fault making love to Yashiro the way he deserves? You thing is rape because Yashiro pukes?
The sad thing here is that if Doumeki would have been forceful just like all the other men Yashiro would have felt good, he would have been his usual self, the “toilet” he’s used to be. No puke, no “stop”, but that would have been rape.
Yashiro in this scene finally realizes all the bad things he had to endure, that’s why he cries, that’s why he remembers the past. He finally understands that this is what sex should be, and he’s scared because D is changing him, he’s making him vulnerable.

Akihito's definitely been brainwashed and the way he just went for Asami the way he did on the bed made me think that he's done it with others. maybe someone even forced themselves on him. the very thought of what he's gone through during those five months is torture （/TДT)/ and worse the next update will be in april
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SPOILER (?)

.i don't get the difference between asami and feilong here:

it's interesting how asami just waited those five month. yeah, I get that he was not at his best strength and could not contact his men because his brother did not let him. but could he not have argued with that brother? could he not have threatened him earlier?
yeah, he did not know if akihito was even alive but he still wanted to leave all the time, so why not pull a knife on his brother or anything. or just talk to him. it did not seem like his brother was completely irrational and would not been able to talk with.

on the other hand feilong literally pimped his own body out to get asami and akihito to safety, when he did that deal with mikhail.
and that after his background of being basically sold into prostitution by his brother.

so, seems kind of odd how the super-seme just relaxes in his bed and goes like "yeah.. i'm too weak, no chance to just take a telephone from somewhere and talking with brother is ugh!" when it was akihito on the line...
while feilong went down the way of facing his terrible youth to save both of them.

well.... honestly akihito should probably have chosen to stay with feilong...

Guys, it's Akihito at the end and not Sudo with plastic surgery or something. Come on now, give some credit to Sensei xD And the new arc is called "Innocent eyes" which is in reference to Akihito who lost his innocence. Remember that chapter (V7. Ch49) where Akihito asked Asami how could he know who to trust with all these fake people around him. Asami replied: "One look and I can tell". Then Aki said: "What about me?" Asami replied: "There aren't many who would so openly show their thoughts and emotions on their faces like you".

So there you have it, the new arc is about Asami getting back his old beloved, naive and innocent Akihito! His sincerity has always been one of the thing that made Asami fall for him so deeply. I can't wait ヾ(☆▽☆)

So I managed to get some if not most of the raws on Instagram, and here are my thoughts.

This chapter, from Akihito's reappearance on is just a total mindfuck. And I know it's intentional lol. We see a brief glimpse of an awake Akihito in his hospital bed before the kidnapping, and someone call to him by name off-screen. Akihito's attention piques at his name, so we can assume from just THAT that he does not have severe amnesia. He may not recall the events of last chapter well, if at all, but he knows who he is. Whether that's all we see of him awake in the hospital I don't know, because I don't know if I got all the raws.

From there, Akihito goes missing for 5 months. We know he was kidnapped by Sakizaki, who is just about as annoying as Sudou at this point, and Chernoborg. After 5 months, in this short chapter, he suddenly reappears in a police station in Warsaw. Seemingly unharmed, everything hunky dory, apart from the emotional reunion between him and Asami. If he was physically tortured, especially while still recovering from traumatic injuries, they did a DAMN good job covering it up. Akihito and Asami go to a hotel, where they talk briefly and Akihito seems "off" at that point. Akihito notices Asami's inner conflict and opts to seduce him out of it. They begin making love on the bed, and Akihito is surprisingly forward during intercourse, choosing to ride him, which of course puts Asami in a more vulnerable position. Akihito pulls a planted knife from under the pillow and threatens to kill Asami then and there, without a second thought, speaking a disturbing manner. In this ONE frame with the knife over his head, Akihito looks eerily like Sudou. Whether that's coincidence or intentional by Yamane-sensei remains to be seen.

In this particular scene, we see no mental lapse by Akihito as he manipulates Asami. No inner struggle from brainwashing. But we can tell something is off with him. His conversation isn't authentic, and he chooses to quickly sway Asami out of said conversation. If this is indeed actually Akihito, the way he's been brainwashed so flawlessly is WEIRD. I mean, I'm more inclined to believe it is him rather than the other big theory circling around. Chernoborg twisted him in his still fragile mental state (waking from a traumatic coma), planted him in the police station as bait, and arranged for them to go to a hotel where he would kill Asami with the one he loves. Makes sense, but it all seems too...I don't know. How was Akihito brainwashed to the point of acting like this and killing Asami without any hesitation? How does he not have a scratch on him at the police station?

This leads into the other theory, that Sudou SOMEHOW survived both being shot by Akihito and the building collapsing on him. It's already a miracle that Asami and Akihito survived their ordeal (plot armor, yes), but Sudou was left IN the building. So hypothetically here, he survives and is recovered presumably by Sakizaki. People think he physically alters himself to resemble Akihito, and plants himself in Warsaw to personally murder Asami once and for all, of course after intercourse, because he's an unfettered psychopath. Interesting theory, especially considering the final frame of the chapter. BUT, how in the world would Sudou recover from even WORSE injuries in only 6 months, undergo reconstructive surgery, and appear to Asami with NO visible scars/wounds? The timing makes no logical sense, which compromises the rest of that theory. He shouldn't be alive at all lol.

All of that said, I'm honestly still not convinced without a doubt that this is indeed Akihito. Basic logic would say yes, and it certainly will make for some of the biggest drama yet, but it all seems too convenient. I don't know. It brings to mind The Hunger Games when Peeta was captured by President Snow and tortured to madness inside the Capitol. Gale and his team later recovered him inside ground zero, while meeting no enemy fire. Peeta later encounters Katniss in the hospital, where he's bruised and emaciated from the torture. Katniss, overcome with emotion, tries to embrace him but Peeta immediately attempts to kill her by suffocating her. Snow planted Peeta to kill his biggest enemy in the cruelest way possible. This is almost a mirror of that, but WHY does Akihito look healthy and well?? Perhaps there's a more advanced means of torture Chernoborg used that didn't involve such things.

And lastly, WHERE HAS FEI LONG BEEN DURING ALL THIS? He's the one that rescued and brought Asami and Akihito to the hospital, and visited them repeatedly. Why is he suddenly MIA?

So I’m just rereading the whole shit again and I came to this chapter and I always wondered why Asami got angry at what Aki said can someone explain please?

CKB. December 4, 2020 12:45 am
On Feilong's boat during his rescue Takaba picks up a gun and defends Krisihima. With a very determined look on his face he monologues to himself that he is not going yo take any more and shoots the gun. Afterward he tells Asami how shaken that left him. Takaba does use a gun (on the roof) to help defend Asami after the fight at the penthouse . When he gets to the temple, he tells the monk(Michiro brother to Souh) he is not sure if he has it in him to really use a gun. The monk goes on to explain the diff. between protecting what is important and just killing(something like that). Takaba begins to train. The next time Takaba holds a gun is in the helicopter to keep those men from taking them . The last we we Takaba using a gun was to defend Asami. Sorry can't post to the thread, it will be interesting to see how she deals with this.


Northwest December 4, 2020 1:46 pm
I had been thinking of all those things too. With all the training that Aki got from Michihiro and that Asami had just been shot right in front of him I really hope that he at least hit a vital spot on Sudoh.

Is there a chance we're getting a steamy Gold Extra in December? Since it won't be a continuation of the actual arc then Sensei better spices it up with a good extra. And hopefully it won't be a weird fantasy like that Cat one xD I would like to see them in their daily life routine with Aki being silly again (▰˘◡˘▰)

I hate asahi’s ex wife so much. She installed this fear inside him that if you can’t have children then you’re defective. She cheated on him because asahi couldn’t have kids and she wanted kids of her own. If she really wanted kids so badly then there were so many ways to go about it without cheating like adoption, having a sperm donor or surrogacy but she choose to cheat and left him with this fear and hole in his heart. Now asahi thinks he’s a defective man and that there’s a possibility that the only reason he’s with masato, a man, is that with a man he won’t have to worry about being defective or him being defective won’t ruin their relationship because masato is a guy too. We all know that isn’t the case at all and asahi does love masato is with him because he’s simply in love with him but that fear inside asahi won’t go away because he thinks the minute masato knows what asahi is thinking he’d get so hurt that he’d leave him too and start to resent him.

any recommendations for yaoi where there Uke andthe Seme were enemies