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F*ck, I loved this! I relate so much to him, I'm in the same position as him, I use aps, but have no physical experience in bdsm because it's difficult to meet someone that suits your tastes, that you can trust, that doesn't get attached to you, and that shows a very clear difference between "play" and "not play".
I was really surprised, it's rare to find a bdsm story that characterizes bdsm do well. They trully have a good bdsm relationship, I want a relationship like this too ╥﹏╥
Again manhwas make me wish ficcional characters were real xD