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I don't read the novel, but I looked up spoiler. But when Arabella actually died, I cried, my head hurt. It still sad even tho I knew she is going to die. She was feisty at first but it was just because she was unloved. But when Ari treated her like family, she became so cute. She is also smart, that the teacher matched their education level with Isabella level (because Arabella is smarter), she also composed music and accepted at music school at age of 10.

According to spoiler, this novel is very long. Like over 470 chapters and still continue (?) Because I still haven't read the ending spoiler.

I also curious about past time line. Did cesare really love Isabella and not Ari? I mean sure Isabella is pretty but she is stupid. In sense of education, knowledge, music, money management etc, she is stupid. She only good at doll herself up.
I wanna know if cesare was regretted that Ari died, she was very smart that she handle all inner palace and money management for 8 years. Can even that bitch do like Ari?
According to spoiler, cesare in this timeline isn't obsessed to the throne or anything. It was his mother who kept forcing him to be king.
I also kinda confuse here.
1. The king loves Rubina a lot, but his love to cesare is questionable
2. Rubina said to cesare, the king loves him so he will be king
3. But according to cesare childhood memories, cesare liked the queen more because she was nice to him. And after Alfonso was born, cesare was forbid to call them mother & father again, and assumed as prince's cousin instead.

I wanna see all ML pov in past life and current life.

Alfonso is absolute cinnamon roll. He is goody two shoes. But did he really love Isabella in the past? Ari said alfonso treasured Isabella. I kinda believe him but maybe not love, because current Alfonso also very polite to valoa princess (his marriage candidate).

I feel like De Mare family wish for Isabella to be a crown princess is kinda far fetched. Yes I understand the kingdom is very religious. But there's duke's or Marquis daughter for crown princess candidate as well. Why the kking chose to married Alfonso to Isabella (in past). I mean if crown princess is from strong noble household, doesn't it help more than cardinal's daughter?

I like how rubina first evaluation to Ari wasn't based on her appearance or her background. But instead she admired that Ari is smart person and pushed cesare to her, even tho she insisted that cesare to be a king, she chose Ari to be cesare partner because she is smart. Maybe because she is mistress herself, so she doesn't mind ari background and care more about her brain and conduct.

I read that Isabella bitch is still not getting her karma (on the spoiler). She married to broke noble household, but still messing with Ari and even tried to flirt with the king.

I kinda don't want to continue to read because Arabella death. It's so sad. It's the first time I read regression story where MC couldn't saved/helped the person they loved.

If any of you guys read the novel and it's already finish, please give me spoiler.
How is cesare ending? The king? Isabella? What is golden rule? Why ari ring finger was cut in the past?

I dropped this because I think a lot of characters are just pitiful. At start, yeah sure acting crazy to avoid marriage/sold off. But that also mean, sacrificing your siblings so you can have your own freedom.
I m glad this is not a story sister vs sister to marry 1 guy. Ugh. All the sisters are in normal relationship. No abuse or bullying to MC.

Empress Matilda is the normal one, she taught her children well. Nigel is normal and even marry to MC Clan and choose to be a duke not crown prince. Rose is also notmal, happily married. Even Empress Matilda didn't hate MC when Rose was chosen to married to Izen. She was just sad her daughter was married to far away empire.

What I mean pitiful is Roche Empress Family.
Only Daisy has good ending. She got a job, and being best friend with MC. She could choose her own life.
Kaizen & Daisy were bullied by their mother and neglected, only used as pawn. The empress only care for Deimos, which made him stupid.

(╯°Д °)╯╧╧ why the emperor always need multiple wives and children. It created a lot of power struggle. I wish they just get along. It was also his decision to cover oddity clan, because he loved her 3rd wife a lot, he also killed all the nobles who joined the cover up. Which made him lost a lot of supporter. Now what. He kept saying, he can't do anything. Huh.

Why doha become such subML. And a jerk one at that. That main couple even stay away from him. He could've just become friends. Such a shame.

And I don't like the spoiler that say, doha might end up with FL ML daughter. Because doha doesn't age, so he remain youthful and beautiful. It's so weird. Like that twilight drama where bella's kid end up with the werewolf.
Stop it girl. You don't have daddy issue why chasing an old man. The one who tried to kill your dad at that. So weird.

Aside from doha and their daughter, main couple are great

So I couldn't find any raw webtoon or novel. But here's what I found from spoiler :
1. On coronation day of Lyra, MC will come with her brother wearing necklace from ML
2. Empress mother will slander FL by telling lies that FL tormented Lyra until she miscarriage (lol reall?) That's why she needed to punish FL. The slander was absurd, FL just arrived few days ago and even unconscious for 2 days.
3. At that time, ML & Duke Vadell will come. ML will announce that he is the missing prince 12 years ago. He will prove himself by showing his lightning magic (1st prince was the only one who can use lightning magic).
4. Yuri gave up the throne, he & lyra were exiled. I don't think this is enough punishment tho???
Even tho he wasn't part of the conspirator who tried to kill ML (and he didn't covet the throne), Yuri deliberately let FL tormented by his mother. He also said himself, FL should just sacrifice herself so everyone else can be happy (why don't you?). Not once FL demanded his love, but he should be nice to her. She was the brain of the imperial family. He didn't need to love her, but he could protect her, respect her, maybe think of her as friend (?) In the same boat and at least help her with work. Instead, he never care for FL and even let his mother keep tormented her for 10 years. I don't exile is enough.
5. Empress mother was only jailed. So frustrating. After all that Assassination attempt 12 years ago, and taking advantage of FL. And even intercepting letters for 10 years, She only got jailed. Really.
6. Lyra was greedy bitch tho. If he really did this out of love to Yuri. Why would she acted like sly fox (crying and lied). Yuri said to FL, he made Lyra as mistress to help her family. Should be Lyra and his father removed from nobility for her deception.

Plot holes (I think) :
1. FL was the 1st girl who ever born in Vadell family and the Duke and brother love her so much. But why they never visited her once in 10 years? I know they planned rebellion to replace the emperor and take back FL, but 10 years without communication is weird. They sent their 8yo girl to imperial palace, why they never visited her once. The letters intercepted could have been resolved sooner and FL won't feel abandoned.
2. If Yuri really didn't want child from Lyra, why past life, he has child with Lyra?? What's made the difference between Yuri past life and current Yuri?? He definitely said, he doesn't want his kid to suffer miserable life because the kid is from concubine. But in past life, he preferred to locked up FL and have a kid with Lyra.
3. The life cycle itself have repeated over 480 times.
4. ML also had Oracle where he will at least reach age 50, but every time FL died, ML kill himself as protest to God of fate who refused to resurrect FL. He kill himself over 480 times. Which is weird, since FL also has oracle that who has/marry FL will rule over continent. But god of fate let FL died like 3 months after her oracle was announced. God of fate, forced ML to fulfill his oracle (live to age 50), but she didn't care FL died early and didn't fulfill her oracle which made no one rule over the continent??? Kinda weird. God of fate finally fed up with ML, brought FL soul with past life memories.
5. Past life Yuri and empress mother, kept FL, for legitimacy. Because Yuri is a son of commoner concubine. But after hearing FL oracle, which FL will bring prosperity, why did they let her die??? So weird. I mean logically, if they find out that FL is the golden goose, shouldn't they treat her nicely. But they chose to locked FL and she died soon after.


Past lives :
After FL died, ML will come and executed Yuri and Lyra (the kid never born). And he will kill himself. After power vacuum in the country there's war, the duke died, and the FL brother going to war.

If this destruction is the result of FL not fulfilling her oracle to bring prosperity, then why god of fate so stubborn to kept letting her die for almost 500 times??
Why would god want ML to fulfill his oracle so much but she just let FL die like that?

Anyway, if someone read the novel can give some spoiler. Thank you!

ML is Arsian. There won't be confession like I love you or even kiss lol. The story is focusing on MC adventure and ghost and family.
Layla (blonde girl) is genuinely nice. She was nice to MC even when her soul was wrong. They met when they were very young.
Ravi father was genius magician who died from his own experiment and actually true love of their mother.
MC father is a foreigner, he lost memory, so he didn't even remember he married and have a daughter. Ravi remember him but he doesn't want MC to know they have different father because Ravi doesn't want MC ever feel like they were less family.
Ravi & MC mother is not a good mother to both of them. She only married duke for money, but they only married for a year and she died. Duke adopted Ravi & MC.
Ludwig was just like Layla, he didn't hate MC even when her soul was wrong. But he was very awkward person, he didn't know how to approach her. Ludwig always see both Ravi and MC as younger siblings. No romantic feelings whatsoever, only wholesome.
Petro (red hair guy), kinda has a crush on MC but he is not bad person or become annoying love interest. He actually didn't mean to give false affection/hope to previous MC. He just didn't know that it lead to misunderstanding.
Julien (the girl who called previous MC fake daughter), in actually, she was also adopted. Her adoptive parents don't treat her well. She will be friends with MC and she will open her own business with MC as her sponsor.

Real villain is the cult. The one religion mentioned in webtoon, that give it's followers eternal life by sacrificing the other's lives and took over the bodies. The cult has spreading everywhere. 1st wife of duke / Ludwig mother. Was actually cult spy. Her mission was to give birth to Ludwig and took over Ludwig body, to give it to another soul cult members. But Ludwig born with divine protection. She grew to loved him so she ran away and hide from the cult. MC never told Duke that Ludwig mother/1st Duchess was a spy. I mean, duke never married the woman who actually loved him. 1st wife was spy, 2nd wife was poor woman who wanted to be rich.

What I don't understand, why in all lives, Duke ignored Ravi. It's understandable he ignored MC because she had wrong soul. But Ravi was genius magician and he worked hard to be accepted.

Ravi is MC favorite family. She told Ravi, her mine business is for Ravi, so Ravi doesn't need to work for his life and just live comfortably. She also told Ravi, if Ravi die, she will become a real orphan.

I really like Reyhas but apparently he isn't the ML. According to spoiler, the fake camilla will appear (real camilla was killed), the fake camilla will try to fulfill the prophecy book (the novel MC read), which is why she needs 3 men to love her, and marry Diego (white hair demon) and rule over the human & demon world. Diego hates her so he decied to help MC.
Fake Camilla will accused MC as fake saint with demonic power and imprisoned Reyhas. Crown Prince will hide MC. Fake Camilla tried to bewitch Reyhas with illusion magic, but fail, so she tortured my poor beautiful baby reyhas. MC and Crown Prince will save Reyhas and Daisy. Lloyd is the ML. He is apparently the descendant of 1st saint (?).
Yeah so I drop this because I kinda disappointed my baby is not OTP

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See this korean authors?
It's entirely possible to create green forest ML and keep him attractive. Lol.
I know red flag ML is popular (with sobbing back story to white wash their evil deeds). But it also possible to make healthy non toxic, non misunderstanding story and keep readers interested.
I like how FL just go with it and confess her feeling instead of being wishy washy.

Can anyone give me spoiler? Is Linden 2nd ML. He is very kind (so far). And I hope he could be friend with FL and ML. I don't want him to be 2nd ML (yeah, I pity sadboi).

As you all know, Alvan (2nd prince) is the antagonist of the story. But his reason is stupid, I can't believe it. His actual reason was he is extremely jealous toward shuden. The emperor really value shuden since he was a kid (15yo), and gave him a lot of rewards and treated hum kindly, which made Alvan felt less, because he is a prince, why the emperor value shuden more than him. That's the reason for his rebellion.

In past live, it also the same, after killing Gusto (1st prince), Yeri and Valia. Alvan was immediately killed by Shuden. I mean, bro is stupid. His grandfather repeatedly told him to be friend with Shuden because Shuden has complete control over the army and it will be good if he get Shuden support.

Shuden (15yo) made an oath with emperor using holy artifact, the oath was something about that Shuden power will always protect the empire and will never harm empire. That's why the emperor trust him a lot.

Emperor will feeling a lot disappointment toward Alvan after rebellion. Because the emperor didn't gave his kids less. Since born, they already princes, they have status, money, power and education. Unlike Shuden who get his power and wealth through his own merit. Emperor told Alvan, you already have more than Garth, what it is that you envy him for, with your privilege you should have do better. Or something along the line

Excuse me sir?
Seme made uke school life miserable and being an outcast, just because he was rejected?
And even after being a guide, he didn't treat uke properly.
And then magically, yeah I forgive you.
Lol.

Why that bitch of a woman can't let go of Seongrok. Is it because of her pride? Rejected by her boytoy.

It's not like Seongrok planning to tell police about her crimes. Seongrok even asked Je Oh to move on but Je Oh chose to be a pimp.

The rape was really unnecessary. Idk if I could continue to read or not, but new season is kinda start weird. If JeOh have that deep trauma as prostitute, why came back and chose to be a pimp???
In season 1&2, whatever happened, he was portrayed as strong willed. But new season made him as someone who deeply traumatized, addicted to booze and need sex to calm down. I used to admire his tenacity to keep on living and surviving. I do want him to get revenge. But if it's just going to make him suffer trauma like this, what's the point. All that hardworks, and they both still in the palm of that bitch.

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In real life, do people often jealous over past lovers? Is it normally/generally how people would feel? Are there people who actually feel insecure over past lovers, I mean they are already in the past?

Hello. It's heavy topic but I kinda wanna ask. What would you do if you're diagnosed terminally ill, which mean, your time is limited because your illness is (maybe) hard/expensive to be treated? Or is there anyone here with chronic illness (not terminal but painful enough to do daily activities)?

The dragon blood is cursed. I truly wish Ennid is the true partner so it will end this cursed bloodline. No more suffering.
I mean, in return for power, the person with dragon blood will slowly die in miserable way (internal organ melting and skin rotting but still alive) AFTER they secured a successor.
If the person married the right partner at 20yo and have kid like on 22yo, he will only live up until 7 years later.
Growwe father met late with his mother that's why he has longer age compared to predecessors. Or maybe somehow Ennid can help Growwe ended the curse

I love how valia & shu just love each other, no toxic red flag ML. No misunderstanding. But the plot still interesting.
Will someday Shu find out that Valia is actually strong?

Blue balls everyone (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

So. The first time I read this webtoon was only like 30 chapters or something and I like it so much, I bought the novel from ridibook (it will auto translated to english, you can use any credit card to buy). I even read the spin off novels.

As it started off slow burn, and ilay & Tae Eui started off as jerking off buddies. I wasn't expecting ilay to rape Tae Eui (seriously). The novel is much more details.

Tae Eui is afraid of ilay, a lot. He always remember the video where ilay can kill people with bare hands. Their jerking off buddies also started like that. Tae Eui just scared ilay might snapped his neck. That's why Tae doesn't care if ilay came to him in his sleep, and used his tight for jerking off, he was just tired, and ilay is strong. But after few times, at least he knows ilay won't harm him and he likes their jerking off activities (as long as it feels good). Moreover when he realized, Xinliu also has ulterior motive (want to find Jae Eui through him), he also saw him slept with ilay. So Tae Eui gave up relationship with Xinliu.

Ilay is the perfect picture of what toxic seme. After ilay raped Tae Eui the first time. Tae Eui was so depressed, he yelled at ilay why he raped him. He felt so betrayed. He was bleeding from his anus (yes the novel doesn't romanticize the rape at all), his body was sore, some of Tae Eui skin is peeled off because ilay bind his hands during assault, and his headache is getting worse. It also described how hard Tae Eui had to walk to the doctor and asked medicine. Finally his body got better, but he still felt resentful towards ilay. Moreover ilay often make sexual jokes and tried to forced himself again on Tae Eui. He still kiss Tae Eui or left hickeys. After the mission that was given by his uncle Tae Eui stress reach it's peak. The rumors was spreading in UNHRO that Tae Eui slept around with ilay, made Tae Eui depressed. Finally Xinliu confronted Tae Eui if the rumors was true, Tae felt unfair. Xinliu tried raped/forced open Tae Eui clothes. Tae Eui ran away and found the hidden floor, met his uncle and asked him to assist him to run away. I don't think Tae Eui sadness and depression during this time was written well in webtoon.

During his ran away, Tae Eui believe he will be killed that's why he shouldn't get caught. He was trying to find his twin.

Now spoiler.
After this, ilay will bring Tae Eui to Hongkong and have people tail on him. While ilay works in UNHRO, Tae Eui is free to roam, Tae Eui tried to run away again few times but fail. He has people who kept watching him. Ilay will visit Tae Eui every weekend. One day Tae Eui told ilay, that ilay's watcher tried to brawl him. Ilay confuse as the watcher didn't suppose to hurt him. Turned out it's Xinliu people who tried to kidnap Tae Eui.

Tae Eui found traced where Jae Eui is located. He asked ilay to please let him meet his brother and then he will be by ilay side. There's a lot of arc about finding his brother. But here, Xinliu also gone wacko. Kept trying to kidnap Tae Eui or kill him. If Tae Eui die, he will kept his body. Ilay replied, if Tae Eui died, Xinliu will never get the body, because he will eat Tae Eui to his bone so they will become one.

On the ending (after whole finding Jae Eui fiasco). Xinliu told Tae Eui, if he doesn't follow him, he will kill Tae Eui brother. So Tae Eui follow Xinliu inside the car. Ilay who saw that, thought Tae Eui is running away from him again. In the end xinliu let Tae Eui go, but when Tae Eui about to go back to ilay, ilay find him first and still angry because his own misunderstanding. Again. Rape.

The ending is Tae Eui will live together with ilay in german at ilay home where kyle also reside.

I think main story is lack of romance which I think disappointing. I mean, ilay only once apologize to Tae Eui. But the romance is written in spin off novel.


Spin off. Fast forward to few years. They have been together for years. If people ask Tae Eui, does he has boyfriend, he will reply, he has German boyfriend. But if people ask him in front of ilay, he will reply, ilay is his close friend. Kyle called Tae Eui as ilay's professional. Since Tae Eui here, ilay act as humanly. Tae Eui learned speaking germany, and ilay learned korean. Even if ilay good looking, his personality is shit. So Tae Eui is much more popular.
Tae Eui still think that someday he will be killed by ilay and he still afraid of him. Even after years. Tae Eui told this to his friends, but ilay overheard. Ilay loves Tae Eui but as psychopath he is, he just can't say I love you. He only force Tae Eui to say "yes I m yours". Tae Eui doesn't wanna say such sentence because he is not property. Fyi, just because Tae Eui afraid of ilay, it doesn't mean he lived in fear. Tae Eui still does whatever he wants and say whatever he wants. They mainly communicate in germany.

Actually ilay doesn't wanna hurt Tae Eui. He also against Tae Eui does anything dangerous but sometimes Tae Eui still do. Finally ilay told Tae Eui, he can't never live without him. If Tae Eui die first, he will hired people to kill himself. But if ilay die first, Tae Eui should live on. Every time Tae Eui chatter mindlessly like "how does it feel to fly on private jet" "Wow this resort is good". Ilay will secretly bought all of it for Tae Eui. Yes, Tae Eui assets are accumulated but he himself doesn't realize this. Ilay one day thought of crazy idea, if he can ever make Tae Eui pregnant, so he made love with Tae Eui everyday for a month. And of course Tae Eui not pregnant. If they were separated because ilay was on mission, they will have video call sex. He told his friend he can't get it up if it's not Tae Eui and he doesn't like anyone else. There's a time in korea where Tae Eui met his ex boyfriend and another guy who also has a crush on him. Unfortunately ilay also there. Because ilay was jealous, he made Tae Eui have sex with him while come up with confession for him like "I love ilay, my love is high as the sky and as deep as the sea". Things like that. But ilay also want Tae Eui tell him i love you normally, so he tasked his frieds (mercenaries friends) to make Tae Eui confess his love. Aside from Tae Eui ex boyfriend, a boy who has crush on him, there are other people who likes Tae Eui. Like Tae Eui military friend who hurt Tae Eui knee. And one of ilay friend also like Tae Eui. Tae Eui is so carefree he never ask ilay anything romantic or stuff. But ilay want to have vacation, ilay bait Tae Eui by telling him "there's beer festival in here this time, wanna go? " Tae Eui said yeah I want to. But then, when ilay friend who also like Tae Eui asked him, let's go vacation. Tae Eui also said yes. The time is the same as beer vacation that ilay planned. Ilay felt annoyed but he follow Tae Eui to his new vacation plan.

In novel it took a long time for them to change. Even after dating for years, Tae Eui was still afraid of ilay (until ilay told him, he will never hurt him/kill him). Ilay also not magically stop being psychopath. The rape in main novel doesn't romanticized. And there's character development. In spin off their relationship is normal. But ilay is pervert. Unlike in main novel where ilay doesn't like it if people looking at Tae Eui, while in relationship, even if he was jealous, ilay didn't blindly hurt/kill people.