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I feel so sad, i hate fcking pushover bottoms and manipulative tops. I cant even finish chap 7 cause mc keeps denying how he wants the top and the top keeps pushing it like wtf. WHY CANT I FIND A GOOD PLOT (consisting of genuinely SANE characters) WITH GOOD ARTSTYLE LIKE THIS djskdd its srsly so sad