i think the fact that yujins dad blamed his moms accidental death on him is the big bad reason here…like there’s just no way you hold a lifelong grudge on your son for your wife’s accidental death.
yujins dad really trying to gaslight and manipulate his son WHO HAD NO FAULT the behaviour of this GROWN ASS man
reading this i had no high hopes but now....this actually might be my favorite toxic yaoi series of all time...the desperation, a clear goal to leave, and the sanity slippage....there's hella more to talk abt here too like the koi fish imagery when MC vowed that he'd leave when the monsoon hit (and it didn't and the fish dried up AKA the people r starving more)










PLEASE JUST MOVE ON FROM THE MAIN COUPLE AND GIVE US MORE OF THEM