Okay, let's be reasonable adults. Neil was scared and is trying to get things clear and saying so isn't bad...BUT...telling someone how they feel isn't cool. Don't you think because Jensen is "straight", whatever the fuck that means these days, he wouldn't just jump on a guy for shits and giggles. Heterosexual men do not have a full makeout session, tongue sucking and hickey giving when they are drunk. They don't tell you they like you and apologize for making you a gay guy uncomfortable. They don't kiss you sober in an aquarium either. You do not get to dismiss someone feelings because of your insecurities and past bullshit. Jensen could have done the same to Neil by comparing him to past women relationships. If it had been Jensen to have done this, people would have been outraged. It's perfectly fine to be cautious and afraid but he was a dick about it. If I was Jensen, I wouldn't look his way. Being held to past ghosts isn't easy nor cute. The guy made out in public with you. He admitted he likes you. Told you he isn't drunk. He has shown you more than anything he is being serious. He even told you he was jealous of your coworker. Well let see what happens after. Once again I don't hate Neil or his feelings but I do hate how he crushed jensen's feelings because of his own.
YEESS YEEES I 100% agree
The bi/panphobia in webtoon/manga/manhwa etc is making me cringe too. I don't get how Niel can say things like "you're straight" after all this, even his friend wasn't straight, it was written all over his face he had feelings for Niel but wasn't brave enough to face the world.
When BL author will understand than sexuality is fluid and not just "I'm straight or gay" the level of those title will be great.
@Vixix Intellectuals think alike. ;)... @Jonas Tell me about it. There are people who are attracted to someone because of their personality, their spirit, their appearance without selecting a darn gender. I know bisexual is a stigma in these stories so just imagine pansexuality.
As a pansexual woman, I can't understand people that don't see a person but their physics, but I also accept that everyone is different and I also find it's what makes human so attractive. And I was so happy to see the term in this webcomic, I was like "finally, it's not a stupid "I'm straight but I want to fuck you in the ass nonetheless but no homo lolilol" or a "Oh shoot, so all the girl I loved were nothing!" but Niel's reaction just made me so mad x)
I liked the character but if he didn't apologize for his bullshit and still go "but you're straight" I'm done with him and hope Jensen will find someone better.
We have come a long way but people still are closed minded or just plain ignorant. It is refreshing that Jensen looked it up and pansexual came up. It was like a FINALLY someone dared to shed some light on this topic just like you said. However the webcomic took a major step back with Neil's character. Oh the irony of the gay guy shutting down a pansexual hottie. I want to see how they will move this shitstorm created by Neil along. This will determine my overall review for this webcomic. You have first hand experience and we know real life is twisted rainbows with people uncomfortable in their own let someone else's.
That butterfly love with Hanwool was pure, beautiful and honest. It shows that true love doesn't have a shape or form. It transcends boundaries and the physical...Here's my dilemma, I hate reincarnation stories. I always feel like either the first one or the reincarnation are being cheated. It's messy to me. No matter what both beings are individuals and not the exact same. They have their own thoughts, experiences and feelings. I probably don't make sense to anyone. (〜￣△￣)〜...Damn Hanwool is a hottie in any dimension, life or century!!! King and daddy seme material! ლ(´ڡ`ლ) (づ￣ ³￣)づ (▰˘◡˘▰)
I get your point and in other stories I sometimes feel the same but in this case, i think its beautiful because even not knowing they still fell for each other. I mean they are soul mates. The cheesy will he together in every lifetime type and I'm such a sucker for this sweet shit lol I mean he was a freaking butterfly.... I'm so in love with this story lol ^.^
I'm going to say I hope Kim Ho doesn't hurt Sirang. I mean he confessed his love for Ho. Everyone is out to protect Ho but Sirang hasn't had it easy as leader and alpha of his pack and noone is in his corner not even his wolf friend whom isn't cookie cutter good either. I blame the author for not fleshing out characters especially Sirang and his past. People feel like his love came out of nowhere and it feels like it did because of the writer not giving the story any depth except victim Ho. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
he wont babe he wont(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I don't know why everybody is coming down so damn hard on Woo. Accusing him of having bad ulterior motives towards Jun. Where is the proof? Because we can go tit for tat. Jun uses him for sex too. Do you think the life Jun was leading was healthy or better? We do not know anything from Woo's perspective just was Jun sees which is only himself in this darkness. The writer hasn't shown an outsider point of view or Woo's. If you are saying Woo is using Jun, then it's also applies the other way around too. Stop being one dimensional and small minded because you feel sorry only for Jun. We do not have the complete story on Woo. Listening on a one sided conversation doesn't show you the complete picture. Pretty much just putting pieces together without knowing what you are seeing doesn't make sense. I'll wait to convict only when there is full proof of his "shadiness". Jun isn't all that great either but you all sympathize because of his past. What about Woo's? ╮(￣▽￣)╭
are truly beautiful and captivating. The sinful ones to the simple changing of scenes...As much as I love them getting sinfully down and dirty, I can't fully enjoy it. I'm always waiting for tragedy to strike. This plot is thick, juicy and difficult. Lol I do understand this is Dojin's 26th or 27th time resurrecting. That old man is probably one of Dojin's past lives. I just don't get the actual storyline between them. This has to be part of some tragic curse perhaps? Or something YD keeps doing to keep meeting with his beloved. I wonder if making Dojin immortal somehow is a plausible plan? I hope so because I can't handle tragic or open endings. (〜￣△￣)〜...That's right Yellow Dragon, show him who Dojin belongs to! Gosh, YD is so damn freaking hellfire hot when he's possessive! ლ(´ڡ`ლ) (づ￣ ³￣)づ (▰˘◡˘▰)
I guess I'm alone in liking Ellian. Getting his back story things make sense. It's like I've always said to my peeps/fam. Humans are truly what's evil that lurks in the dark. We are worse than any beast, creature out there. I don't blame Ellian one bit. I also don't like the way Gunchan is putting him on a leash. I don't like his ambiguity either. He rubs me the complete wrong way. Yes, Ellian went to the extreme but he is a vampire leader that was trying to keep his kind safe, his family safe. His instincts became sharpened like his wrath. Gun better not betray him. He already is a walking target to many including his son and right hand man.
I like Ellian too!! However, I agree with Gunchan whole heartedly. Ellian did horribly wrong, even if he had reason to. Gunchan's description of Ellian acting like a child is really spot on. Ellian does what he wants because he's hurt, but only a child hurts other for revenge; an adult would go through the motions, cope and grow stronger from it. Ellian, in contrary, is still consumed by it.
Their dynamic is actually SUPERRR intriguing to me! Someone with lost of power, but emotionally immature. And someone who seems like they have no power in comparison, but have such good grips on reality that things begin conforming to them. askajdbaldn, super excited to see what Ellian's past unveils!
I also like Ellian too. And because I like him, I want him to enjoy his life. To do that Gunchan is an important key. Ellian smiles a lot for Gunchan. He is super happy.
I think Gunchan wants him to change because he actually like Ellian and don't want him to do something bad. Don't forget that the vampire kind is like if they want they just take it without asking. Like Ellian Kidnap Gunchan (during ch 49+).
I don't think you should worry about the betrayal (but yes, I a bit worry too because Ellian might be heartbroken if that happened). Gunchan is too blunt to do something like that. When he loves, he just admit his love.
Let wait and see how they go.
He did do horrible acts BUT he's a vampire. Comparing him or holding him to human standards is just not real. I disagree with you a bit. A child actually has a better chance of growing up w/o bitterness and can let go a bit easier. They tend to heal faster and forgive as well. An adult that has already experienced tragedies or harsh circumstances over and over has a much harder road ahead. It wasn't just one experience, it was multiple. His wife was the straw that broke the camel's back.
Gun hasn't shown to be a good human being to me. He lacks emotions. He goes with what catches his attention and beneficial to him. He comes across as someone who has good grips but it's just his nonchalant way of getting what he wants. He doesn't even want to hear what Ellian truly had to say. It's not about excusing Ellian but actually trying to empathize with him. Humans are judgmental creatures by default. No one has really proven Ellian wrong in his thoughts about humans. ╮(￣▽￣)╭ I repeat people like Gun just give me the creepy crawlies. Lol
I guess we'll have to see if Gun actually cares or loves him. Gun comes across to me as someone who hasn't loved anybody but his own desires. I think Ellian likes that Gun is a bit of a detached human that is blunt and doesn't really care. Someone who can go toe to toe with. He needed a kin too. But I guess time will tell. I do hope Ellian and his son can reconcile. To me that is the relationship that needs serious mending.
As I have already spoiled myself a little (esp for this pair), I think Gunchan's love is real. He also has his own way to do that.
And yes, he is not actually a very good person to begin with (I would say I like him, but his behavior sometimes is too blunt) like the earlier chapter that he got slap by a girl from his department. But I like both Ellian and Gunchan even though they are not good guys.
I have high hope that we can see more and more of their development.
Yes, I agreed. Ellian and his son need to find some ground. Again they have time in the world so I think time (and their kins) could help. It likes they just don't (and don't try) to understand each other.
Ellian starts to feel love and understand why a low life kin mean something. But his son needs more time to understand his dad's pain.
In fact we understand it better because Gunchan ask him to tell the truth. However as mentioned in ch 93, Ellian is full of sarcasm to himself like ok, I'm a bad guy, are you happy now? And I think that's why Gunchan told him to stop. I still love the concept of wanting to listen to Ellian. I don't think there'd be many people do that, even his own son.
Oh, and by typing this I've just realized that in the recent chapters, Gunchan stop mentioning about 'for the script' like before (I kind of a bit annoyed to this attitude of his -- Ellian even bites him after hearing this LOL). For me it looks like after his speech in ch 89, he decided to start their story together (probably affect by the fact of marking sense in 85). I believe he just want to listen for both of them as they probably be together (as he said in ch 93). But Ellian still mock him about this.
Sorry for long reply. I really enjoy this series and not much people to talk with.
No need to apologize my dear. You can talk to me when you like. =)... I have noticed Gun has stopped mentioning that as well. I just need to see development in him as much as Eli's. I believe Gun understands Eli's emotionally constipated self a bit because he is his kin and doesn't react with fear like most humans do. I think he respects Gun because he is a bit like him. Lol I really hope to see something in Gun because it's just that his type of character doesn't suit me. ^^' lol
Everybody going on about the doctor and the blond guy, I'm like the Director can get it for lifetimes!!! (づ￣ ³￣)づ I mean he's literally putting his neck on the line for the cutie half vampire. He accepts him, did all sort of shit to locate him, even cried for him knowing what he is. I have a feeling shit is about to get a lot worse too. That doctor is a hottie but something about him screams hell.
was this??? This was confusing and choppy af! Couldn't really enjoy it and def won't recommend this one! （￣へ￣）
You saying its completed?
Chapter 6 says so. This was a complete waste of my time. （￣へ￣）
:( this chapter was confusing, seemed some pages or something. If this is completed that makes me sad. That fucking sucks
Frustrations all around. Lol I don't know if it got lost in scanning or uploads, or the writer just said fxxx it, I'm done. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Oh..I hope the author didnt give up on it lol.. I'd rather missing pages, and get them some where along the road.
I think that's it though. Done, and she can't really go back to previous chapters to redo or add meat to it.
My daddy Cain shouldn't be anyone's bitch or punching bag! （￣へ￣）He's hella sexy when he'sangry though. I was thinking he's been playing sort of nice for who he is and people just keep fucking with him. I feel like he needs to give people a reminder. The uke has gotten away with a lot of bitchy moments. (I do love them hehehe) But I sort of want Cain to show who he really is. That cop friend pisses me off! (︶︿︶)＝凸
While people are losing their shit over Rissa who knows nothing or hasn't any bearing on their situation, I am hoping Neil will man up and approach Jensen. For once I would like to see Neil be the one to prove his feelings for Jensen. The latter already did that. What else does he expect Jensen to do? Propose to him in the town square? (That could be done when they're finally together lol) He showed him and told him yet Neil dismissed him entirely blaming alcohol. He has no right to be jealous or accuse Rissa of anything. He needs to man up, face his demons and stop being a bitch because right now Rissa is manning up and going for who she wants. Her comment was ignorant at best if anything it's because she's eager to get Jensen. You are demonstrating misplaced anger because ya'll don't want her near Jensen. And Jensen, the secure hottie, shouldn't have to prove shit. He already did that times over.
I disagree. Niel was an ass but Jensen is also behaving like a total jerk, going after a girl just after he got ditched because of his interest's insecurities about society's homophobia, even if I agree it was poorly worded. Jensen has the right to go for someone else ofc, but he is a jerk nonetheless for doing so in front of Niel. His "love" for Niel was then very fickle. On a side note, I don't totally hate Risa, she has no clue of what was going on, but she is plainly homophobic, her behaviour with Elle was also a proof of that.
Where did it imply or state that Jensen is "going after" Rissa? She is making it out to be more than it is because she's thirsty for him (Who wouldn't be. Jensen his daddy material). Last I checked you can have a picnic with a friend. It's the holidays and Jimmy doesn't have his parents or sister around. You're clearly trying to turn this into Jensen doing something wrong which he hasn't. You're assuming just like Rissa and Neil.
Well Risa wasn't exactly a friend to begin with, fact is Jensen is getting close to her while he had no interest in her whatsoever before, even as a friend. Would he have gone to a picnic with her if he was still after Niel? Besides I'm sure he is well aware she is into him. I think it's poorly tasted of him for so many reasons, either he is toying with her to get Niel jealous, or he is getting a sudden interest in her because he got rejected,and probably also does it to get at Niel in both ways it's kindof jerkish imo. He has no consideration towards Risa's or Niel feelings who are a woman and a gay man, while so far Jensen only had relationships with women. He is acting like a typical straight dude, and I'm really disappointed in him. Also for what Risa said, he agreed to go on a kinda-date situation with her after she told him his brother needed a motherly figure, which is bad in so many respects.
Bruh, you're seriously reaching. Jensen has toyed with no one. He has been up front with Neil. Jensen can be friends with anyone. He is doing this for his brother. Even if he was doing this to get Neil jealous, so what? Neil rejected him and dismissed his feelings so anything is fair game. If you're going to bitch and moan about Jensen better get to Neil first.