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I totally understands how he feels about being the school's diversity card and how deeply ingrained it in the education system. When I was a naive teenager, I thought that everything that happened was due to my effort, and not just my race.. It makes me remember those times when people used to be upset at the fact that I got to do so much for the school :( the author hit hard and close to home this chapter
I am gay and am technically outed to every school i have been in since primary
In primary i didn't even know what gay mean apparently i just act gay without knowing it
Then come to fifth grade i start having crushes to boy
But rumors have already started since the first grade ugh
Now since i get to higher grade
Buch of bitch who were in the same school with me before just starting rumor about me being gay even if i haven't came out to them yet
I am nơ 16 ys old
Have just finished tenth grade
In this tenth grade.....
I was embarrased the most
Do you know that some of the 12th graders straight up yelling corny stuff like I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU,......oh gosh they know my name too for some reason
They yelled that every chance they got when i walk by to go to the freakin canteen not to mention they are on the third floor
So at breaktime almost everyone outside at that time heard
Life doing me some great shit ha
Also i was treat very very differently in class like i am not a human the same as them
Being like a rare animal who can talk at the zoo so those human AKA classmates can......
I at least still have some friends in the class just a few can be counted on my hand who i can say to be my friends though only 1 or 2 dare to stand up for me
I even get called an "idol" by some bitches even some at other classes
One of those is my shitty class pres
Just very tired from all of those
Not like i can relax at home for whole 3 months of summer since i don't have good relationships with them anyway
I'm tired.......
they’re giving me Bonnie and Clyde vibes except more psychotic