lilbhaddie

so i was one of the people defending this when the new season came out but after these last few chapters i just can’t anymore. the more that i read, the more pissed off i get. it’s one thing to add angst to the story but whatever the hell the author is doing right now is definitely….a choice. a bad choice. i can’t even go on anymore because it’s looking like haebom was sa’d and to add that type of trauma to a story especially one that never gave that vibe from the beginning is something ill never understand and never support. i know nobody cares lol but im definitely dropping this shit. the author ruined one of my favorites so that fucking sucks but i’m never gonna read any of their shit again. atp i also don’t even care how this goes cause that whole sa plotline is really throwing me off. i might come back once it’s done to look at comments but idk cause looking at this actually makes me sad. haebom and taesung deserved so much better :(

so based on the raws after this dinner the blonde guy jerks off to memories of il and the kindness he shows to leewon as his boyfriend and this makes the blonde boy realize that he feels more than a crush for il. il helps him out when he’s in trouble further deepening his feelings for him. il does reject him and this causes the blonde boy to cry while lying on the floor in il’s studio. il lets him do this because it reminds him of the heart break he had when leewon broke up with him so he feels bad for the blonde kid since he knows how that feels. While il tries to pick him up off the floor, the blonde boy tries to kiss him again and il puts his hand in between them just like before. this time leewon comes in while this is happening and see them. he gets upset and leaves and il chases after him. they get into a bad argument and leewon leaves. il goes back upstairs and firmly rejects the blonde boy while also telling him to leave. the blonde boy goes back to his house where his family is and they can tell he is upset. he goes to his room to cry about il’s rejection and then his family walks in asking what’s wrong. the blonde boy immediately starts crying while his family comforts him. eventually after everything is settled the blonde boy does go up to leewon and apologize for his actions. so far he hasn’t been seen since after that apology but the raws are still going on side chapters rn so we’ll see if he comes back