The FL has a very good personality. The truth is that I had one or two tears when the bird had her tomato. When she smiles its hearth broking for me, because she cover up saddness with smiles. The ML is emotionally very undeveloped, If I would be hurt like this I would say fuck off to him. I understand him partly but forgivness, and understanding doesnt mean I would like a man like him in my life. I just feel sorry for him, for being so dull for emotions. I ship the FL with the guy who she dated. The guy was mature enought to end it when it was not working and I guess he was truely absorving her because she notices her fake smile. So in a better time I hope they will eng up together at least in my imagination XD
I am more like a vanilla type but as I can tell its a good type of representation of the bdsm. Even if I am not into it I always apprisiate when its about consensual sex and respecting each others boundaries. So its a good type of "porn" story without toxic takeaways.