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Experiencing being told to just smile and bear it coz I'm an older sister hurts a lot. The chapters made me cry. When I thought it would've been better if I died coz no one will miss me anyway, I went the opposite route making sure my family are on their toes trying to anticipate the next trouble I will make and that's how I survived. It warms my heart everytime I watch my father upset huffing and puffing coz of me. I know what happiness feels like whenever my mother tell me that I'm humiliating the family. My siblings are always asking why I'm not "normal" and I would smile back at them thinking, you'll never get me anyway so why would I tell you. I hope the FL's family never get the chance to sa sorry to her and they die filled with regret.