if youre young (under 25 iirc) and lgbt, the trevor project has an online chat option under its crisis services. read the terms of service to see if it fits your desired level of privacy. im not sure what non-lgbt options are out there and i hope you get to feeling better. 1 reply
imagine them farting
--or doing other things you find gross. its helped me shatter whatever idealized romantic mental image of a crush ive come up with. 1 reply