Idk it its even on this website but like its about a young adult man in a kind of zombie world. Its shounen ai or yaoi. The first scene is about him camping with his colleagues and one professor. The professor turns into zombies and the rest were ambushed with the zombies. The mc was also taken hostage by this gang of people and put him in a arena ish type with a cage. He found that when he dies he comes back alive to relive the exact scene but he can change what he did before he got killed. But as he keeps on reviving, he gets weaker. Then the other male ml shows up with his gang and infiltrates the group and that mc was unintentionally saved and left alone. The mc travels alone to find shelter and eats a dog treat. And was found by the ml again and joins the gang. He helped them from a zombie ambush and fainted again bc when he helped the gang he was revived again.
In my opinion, his past doesn’t justify pushing her to emotional collapse and then expecting forgiveness once he “realizes” his feelings. He drives her to the point of wanting to end her life, only to start acting “nice” and “caring” afterward as if that makes up for everything he did to her. Why does she have to suffer for what he went through?( ̄^ ̄)
In the end, it feels like he only learns to care after he’s already broken the person he claims to love (someone he never truly saw as his equal).
Even after the divorce, she tries to move on, but he never truly lets her go. Even when he seems to step back, he continues to pull her back, and whenever she tries to find her own way, he only makes things harder. It feels less like healing and more like forced emotional dependence, which I found suffocating.
The dynamic is toxic and feels closer to trauma bonding than genuine romance. Additionally, annette is far too forgiving. I believe the story could have ended differently. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜