Nope. I read till chapter 79 and finally got fed up and skipped to the last chapter. What the f is that ending?
Look i did not want a bad ending, i had hoped for sth along the lines of " well we both hurt each other and so many people around us. We understand each other better now and also know that this was not healthy and never will be. So we will make up but will never meet each other again" kinda thing. But a happy ending?!?
She groomed him, used him. He graped her for THREE DAYS! Both neglected and hurt amd traumatized their firstborn. Wth do you mean a happy ending?!? Who the f writes sth like that?!? I was kinda happy when the honeymoon after the princes death faded cause i thought well now they are each gonna be working on their traumas and themselves and finally heal but holy sh this is just straight fetishization and romantization of SA and abuse of all kinds!!
This author!!! I mean i knew it but at the same time you still hope you know?!? T_T
Let me tell you...taeha, the minulative jerk and jei that handsome beauty ..who the hell needs any flags the tension is so well written and beautiful it got me giggling and needing to take a moment before continueing every few chapters. and NOONE IS a good boy in this!
Hate mincheol of the present but the micheol from the past...yeah it is such a good depictionbof why many people stay in abusive unhealthy relationships. Cause these are the good times they remember: the care that was given, the consideration, the love and thoughts. It was there once. And hope makes you believe that it will come back. Trauma males you think it is on you to make it come back. Especially if the person is even saying this in your face. My heart aches everytime the present mincheol hurt haesu butnsoing sth the last mincheol would have never done or wanted to. The betrayal each time cuts soo deep. Love dometimes really withers. Mincheol could have chosen to leave but he did not. Instead he made both lives living hell and betrayed himself and his morals on top of scarribg Haesu for life. Even after everything with her family. I hope he will learn and do better and i really hate him too.
Tbh of for Haesu: i would want a community with loving people where she can live and heal in peace. Without any men/romantic interest in sight. She needs it so badly. Some place and time for her own, getting to know herself, when she does not need to exist for someone else. Just herself.
I really hope tjat was not an illusion cause yes!!! Make it painful, make him afraid, make him REALIZE and then let it end there for you.
The synopsis sounds like fun!before i start reading: do the characters have some depth and growth?
honestly we're not very far in so I can't say for sure but it is definitely entertaining and actually the plot seems pretty good
Thanks!
Oh wth f U!! All this build up for this?!?
He SAed him.multiple times and even left him laying there and then he even gaslights and tbh talks like any other manupulative abuser. I thought he had kinda learned but i guess not. I hope yuri finds clear words and actions after he takes care of himself! WTH Iam so disappointed and angry
Two things:
1. Riftans hair in this chapter is just...i never felt the eet hair thingy but i guess i do now?!?
2. No. Jist noRiftan you stupid macho. You are telling her to do nothing and jist stay beside you which is basically just reinforcing the thoughts of Worthlessness and uselessness her father beat into her. You wanna protrct and free her from pressure or any expectations asap but that is not how it works. You felt helplessness the moment you realized her past. You occasionally felt it in thr past. She felt it all her life. And yes she can feel your Love but through traumas eyes she is still nothing to this day. She needs something. Magic helped her because she could DO ssomething. It does not have to be big or dangerous but she needs to DO SSOMETHING to be able to even begin to heal and get her self esteem back/build it. She is not weak. She is stronger than you think. You are just uncomfortable letting her out of your sight but that is your thing, your anxiety to work on.
Wait why is this chapter so short???