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Like I have no faith in the main couple anymore, or the author ability to explore any of the themes present in this story. Like the only reason to at least partially root for the main couple, was tht Suah was mildly likable and sympathetic, and this chapter just ruined that. Like what reason do we as an audience have to be invested or root for this relationship. Like someone pls tell me

Dohu looks like he abt to get it back in blood. The director done messed up, they abt to have a bigger issue on set, cause I don’t get the feeling Dohu cares abt this job tht much…..

Every time I read this story, I keep coming back to thought I’m really partial to Su-ah. Like, I don’t hate the MC. I think overall the situations to messy to have clear bad guy in every interaction. But ultimately I think Su-ah is easier to empathize with as I can’t really conceptually how it feels to have your development stunted due to pheromones.

But it’s very easy for me to imagine, how it feels when care deeply for someone, and you having to reckon with the fact they don’t care as much or at all abt you. Like, tht they will gladly use you without any regard to your feelings or emotion. Like that’s tough af. But I can’t bring myself to really hate MC, cause his situation is more nuance than a lack of care on his part.

First, what the Alpha ml did was sexual assault. This comment isn’t abt the discussion the morality of scene, it was wrong, nor whether it was rape or not. Also he shouldn’t be scent the omega mc without consent either.

Nonetheless, the im deeply interested if we’re gonna to explore deeper into alpha ml feeling or fabt the friendship implosion, caused by their presenting, and the content of their childhood friendships. Like, the angst potential is crazy for him. Cause, we know they had to be close, the mc even initiated a marriage pact with ml when they kids, and then boom they present suddenly the relationship is pieces.

Like, the knowledge that one of close friends/ possibly first crush only liked you to extent they thought you were gonna be an omega, and they were gonna be alpha has gotta do like terrible things to your mental. Plus, it seems it implies the alpha ml was shy as a kid, and did not have a lot friends, and that he was devastated in his own right when he presented. The amount of psychic damage and self-hatred that could create.

I’m just so curious abt his mental, like clearly he has a self esteem issue, the way he clearly keeps pursuing MC when the Mc seemly not could give a rat ass abt whether the ML is in is life or not. The way he jumps and drops everything, like he wants to useful so bad.