No Reason
i know what the author for what she is. she is a straight woman who repeatedly, so much that it’s almost comical, subjects her gay male protagonist to endless suffering and violence. just so that she can force feed him palliation, a god providing momentary salvation, extending the story (his life) just so that his pain may last forever for her to save him from. horrific and miserable is a creative goal that takes skill to achieve. this is does not do that. it’s cliched. uninspired. pulp. as i understand it, this a self masturbatory fantasy. she writes only to please herself. extra upset because i thought this genuinely had the chance to be a fun read and then he gets gang r*ped. next time keep this stuff as a daydream and remember you have a digital footprint.
Profundis