I keep telling myself to wait until there are more chapters bc the chapter by chapter is so heavy for my heart (testament to how compelling and wonderfully told this story is) but like an addict I keep coming back each upload
I hope the brothers didn't wander off to go with freaky with one another, I'm scared
It must KILL Ain to hear whenever Anatold says "just as my father only loved my mother" knowing what kind of monster the dad is
My babies. Let them know peace and stability and happiness and security and let them have that with each other. Please author. For all our sanity's sake
Is that EVENTUALLY they are EXPLICIT about their feelings for one another. I'm sorry, I don't want JUST nuance or "some relationships are deeper than simple categorization of "love"" type explanation for their interactions without either of them ever saying they love each other. Like please don't be another Night Beyond the Tricornered Window up-to-intrepretation type ending (as fire as that story was I wished they said what they were to each other so no other reader could deny it)
In chapter 48, when he zoned out for days on end for his music and Chan didn't come to visit... How did puppy get by?
... rq does this man have a flippin job?
I guess it is a full time job obsessing over Hyeon and living in denial
I'm a little bitch so I'm glad author didn't show taesun as old bc I literally can't handle it and want to imagine them frozen in time forever (ignoring the fanart at end lol)
















