I do believe that people forget numbers. 3 continents are liberal, with half conservatives, then 3 other continents that are fully against trans, not even a liberal view. Then people from those other 3 continents that are not liberal come to the other 3 and people are surprised that the 3 half liberal continents see a rise. Who would have guessed? ......
English is not my first language so you lost me at the end. But I got the first part and the good news - you will never have the regret of what would have happened if you didn't confess. It may feel scary now, but as time goes on, people will forget.
You were basically tricked and that is why it is hard to put it behind. From what you described, he got close in order to use you. I think deep down you know that and the frustration is why it lingers. A tip - Think that you also used him so you don't give him an importance he does not deserve.
I want a site where I can buy translated mangas and web novels of mangas in a digital format. I want to support artists, but not to buy physical in order to do so, because I lack space to put things. T.T I legit want to support the artists and writes. As I am not rich, just buying the work I like should be good.