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I got the ick on the ml. not the possessiveness or anything along that trait, but the whole thing about the miscarriage accident. instead of reflecting on why the fl wasn't telling him immediately, he decided to gaslight her with "do you not trust me" kinda crap. its a big L for me.
I found that ick because she was very logically and in her own grief. Also for me the last chapter of having sex before the wedding when you're already all made up. The thought of having to redo everything plus all the sweat and how long a wedding and reception is. The timing feels a little disrespectful to all the work that goes into everything, but its trying to play it off as romantic.
please Im sobbing and thinking my senior dog I hope he is immortal