I have a biiiig fear of drowning.
Like, i'm not afraid of death, at all.
But the moment when i feel like i'm in a near-drowning situation, i panic really hard... Sometimes i feel like crying... I think it's bc one time when i was a kid, i was in a pool with my brother and my then friends, and i was making some tricks, and i slided and fell into t...... 3 reply
So i'm kinda angry that there's a few trans characters in mangas... And when there is,they are side characters, Or transgender people have stereotypical personalities... Not in all mangas of course. Like Smells like green spirit This one is so great... What are your thoughts on this guys?
I noticed i'm very paranoid sometimes.. Like today i got so paranoid that i had a major panic attack, i blocked one of my good friends on Facebook and Messenger... Ect ect The thing i got so paranoid was bc the friend that i blocked sent a screen shot of something i said, to my other best friend, it wasn't something bad at all, it was just a some thing, but i started to shake and i couldn't breathe bc i kept thinking that that friend sent screen shots of our conversations to someone else too, i hate the thought that someone knows something about me, anything, like that i'm cold, if i don't want them to know. I made a huge thing out of nothing, and i scared my friends... It's not the first time too, before i kept thinking that i'll buy the phone from 10 years ago so the government can't track me, that i'll erase Facebook and Messenger bc the fucking government reads my messages and "knows me"... I'm scared that i have some mental illness to be honest, or that it will develop in illness in future bc i'm still young, i'm 15... So if you have also some experience with this, please tell me, i'm kind of scared of myself... Really... Thanks anyway.
did turn into a guy
did have a celebrity crush
