"this long overdue explanation delivered via someone else almost doesn't feel real... it feels... empty" --> you literally sent him away
"it's as though the truth has simply been tossed in front of me after my entire life has already been turned to ash" --> what whole life? if you don't kys rn istg
"it's as though i'm expected to face this 'truth' with calm and understanding as though none of this never happened" --> literally in the next panel says that if he (ml) only stayed with him even though something that bad happened it would've been okay. make peace with your brain bro.
i hate this fucking idiot of a mc









is there really no one who can translate this and post the rest? i've been waiting for like two weeks