He simply idealized Sodam in his head. He is not attached to him out of love, but out of sentiment, the idea of Sodam. He doesn't want to hurt him, but at the same time, Sodam's "imperfect" personality makes the pocket knife open in his pocket. He wants to take care of him, but he can't because of his own anger.








I bet Guwon is like immortal cause he's a mix of a human and a zombie. And when mc finally succeeds to "kill" him, everyone's gonna be pikachu surprised face except Guwon, and we'll have spicy time afterwards with him and mc xd