okay, i’m already around chapter 20 but i’m not really into this. there are times that mc can be such a doormat and the ml is taking advantage of it. also, talk about liking someone so much but then sleeping with the ml who said that he will help
him with his crush. aaah, idk anymore. the rating is high so i was expecting it to be good, and the comment section is full of wholesomeness.
all I can say is great job, spoon! (as always). the FL’s emotions feel so real that it’s easy to understand and empathize with her actions and reactions.
what really stood out was how well her past was told. it doesn’t just explain her character, it makes u feel it. everything she does makes so much sense because of it, which makes the story even more impactful.
so here’s my take: i kinda don’t like the fl not because of her being timid and embarrassing, but because of how she keeps being persistent knowing the guys hates her. you see, if someone said those things to me (fl to ml), i would also hate everything about her, so i think ml’s action are understandable and very relatable. she’s also giving creepy vibes to the ml, ngl. for the blonde girl, i love her to be with the ml. they suit each other more. it’s also obvious how the male lead likes the blonde hair, so if he really ends up tgt w the fl, i kinda see it a bit forced.











If i remember correctly, it’s already her 15th life but i don’t see much of her progress. if she wanted to take the temple down, why she hasn’t started anything yet? it’s not like i’m complaining with the pace but come on, we’re almost 100 chaps but there’s a lil development with everything.
Tbf after 15 lives, id also be too tired for any revenge plot and just want to live my days peacefully, besides mc isn't really the type to plan revenge plots anyway
Imagine 15th life and this is going to be the first time she had a peaceful life. I don't think Ill want to ruin that by plotting revenge all the time. She taking her time and enjoying her first family give her a break
nah, not for revenge but for her safety. the temple will do anything to take her down. that’s why she gotta do it first if you remember the details from the previous chapters
this is exactly why she had to take down the temple first. not for revenge but for her safety and peaceful life. she is the saintess and the temple won’t back down because of it.
she doing what she can do, building business. Business means connection, connection can be allies. And it's only been 4 years it's not like she knows the future for this lifetime. Everything on this new life of hers is new. And she can't just do some drastic revenge plotting especially now that she doesn't necessarily feel the threat of the temple as she's living peacefully. She knows how bad the temple but there's no proof because she is still young and learning tbh
You need to understand, she's not the type of fl like Penelope from ditoeftv where she's a strong willed protagonist aiming to do all in her power to get the life she wants. She is a woman (child at first) who was tortured and traumatised for 15 lifetimes because she was the saintess when they didn't want her to be. She needs to learn to heal and trust people before she can plot revenge against the church for their actions. If she doesn't heal, how is she supposed to rise above her trauma to face people live Lavianne, her main abuser, if she were to freeze up at the mere sight of her or the sound of her voice?
This story isn't just about living a new life, it's about a young woman who has to learn to trust people she claims as family and rises above 15 lifetimes worth of trauma; so it's going to take a bit before the true revenge comes and honestly I like the pacing of it, it's not to quick, meaning there's depth to the characters and the plot lines so we can actually understand the severity in which the mc suffered during those lifetimes and how she can now use her life to change it thanks to the people who have chosen to love her in this life.