Honestly, I really need to rant about this shit because I have no one I can talk to about anything. I just finished my first semester of community college and still have no clue what to major in. Fresh outta highschool I chose community college because I thought I'd go there and figure it out, but I'm as lost as ever. It's so frustrating seeing peo...... reply
So I've known this girl for like most of my life. We're not best friend close but she's kinda one of the only friends I have. Recently she told me in passing she had a boyfriend and when I got home I lowkey cried. I kinda got jealous because what do you mean she's willing to let someone into her life just like that but keeps me at arms length?? Am I just not good enough? How long has she been seeing him and not told me? I guess I'm just jealous of him, that he got closer to her than I'll ever be. She's the coolest, most beautiful and thoughtful person I know, I mean I even like holding her hand. I really wish we were closer. But am I in "love" with her? Or am I just upset because she's one of my only friends and is drifting away from me?
