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I’m on ch 122 but I feel kinda iffy…the story was super interesting and so were the characters (rip my studying time) but I feel like hawon is being blamed for too much… like him running away was painted as a horrible thing as if the seme didn't show his true colors to him in that moment, the seme keeps telling him he only wanted him for his money like there isn't a glaring power imbalance between the two of them, the seme berated him for being dirty, raped him, but now its hawons fault for not trusting him when he was just trying to survive (mind you from a situation the SEME put him in). Idk, I'd love to get to the fluffy parts but I feel very conflicted since i still feel like hawon is being blamed for things ultimately out of his power, and for trying to keep his pride when swimming in a shark tank of people trying to strip it from him. Maybe I should just reread that part but someone pls tell me if hawon gets smth like a proper apology rather than just a "you are different". Idk if it's just me but it feels like the seme didn't repent enough when he did A LOT wrong while hawon was just trying to survive when he was obviously the person in the relationship with the least power.

Should I read this? A while ago I let this marinate bc I was very frustrated w how everyone was treating ruby and was thinking of picking it back up but I might let it marinate more if Freya and Cesar haven't been exposed for their evilness... Spoiler down below




I remember reading a spoiler where it does happen (and I think has something to do with Freya trying to make an misunderstanding happen with ruby and Cesar, Cesar beating ruby, and iske finding out, and maybe a dragon??) But idk if that's happened yet